Typical day :
1. Wake up with a start, rush of anxiety fills me then I have to use the bathroom really bad
2. Get to work and I can't stay focused (case in point)
3. Random ridiculous scenarios play out in my head about my life, mostly negative and irrational
4. I sometimes dwell on the past and how I used to feel, whether or not I'll get that feeling back in my life
5. I have to use the bathroom way too much throughout the day, to the point where it hurts so I might dwell on that
6. Bright side - I usually don't have trouble sleeping at night
Josh