Quote Originally Posted by lexiii View Post
hey! how do you mean changed your life? as they have def helped me, everyday is still a struggle.. i always feel like i could have an attack like .. ill have shortness of breathe.. or ill feel my heart race... symptoms in that kind of way... am i gonna have one? start worrying etc..... don't get me wrong they helped a bunch i was having multiple a day now yesterday was my first in a few months.. so i am thankful. what has ur experience been like?
The first time I took them after all the side affects wore off I was like a new person before that I couldnt leave my house for a month then slowly as they kicked in I grew in confidence I found my first pharmaceuticals job I did also have the support of my wife it took a few months then just forgot all about my issues can't really say how I did it it all just happened I even think I got a bit to Much confidence coz I started say how I felt to people when sometimes it's best to say nothing at all if you get what I mean lol. Then I made the decision to come off them slowly reduced to 10mg for a few weeks and just stopped I was lucky I had no withdrawals from what I remember and thought it's was all behind me until the other night when it all came flooding back from nowhere. I was scared shitless of taking the meds a second time coz the first time I had really bad side affects like kill me now type. This time 4 days in I have side affects but not sure if it was worse last time coz I kept panicing because it was all new to me where as this time I won't say it's easy I just better understand what is happening to me I think