Hey Rachel!

I know where you are coming from on every point you listed. I have crazy health anxiety right now, and have had it for about two years. The constant tiredness, feeling totally disconnected, and the caffeine dependency. Mine is more nicotine dependency, though. Even though every says that you need to stop these things to recover from how you are feeling, I just feel it would make it totally unbearable. I have switched to an e-cig, which is kinda better I guess. haha. I have not sought out professional help, but if you're like me, just knowing that other people are going through the exact same thing will make you feel a little better, and that recovery is very much so possible. I like to just hang around here reading the threads, just to remind myself I'm not the only one, and will not be that last, and that there is hope for me, and you, and everyone that has the extremely lousy luck to have to deal with this.

I hope you feel better, and know that the future holds bright things!