Quote Originally Posted by jon mike View Post
Hey Joshua? I've experienced it b4 about 7 yrs ago, I know exactly what ure saying about accepting the way that your looking at the world and your brain getting used to it and I'll tell you now that's utter bollocks don't feel alone man, when the anxiety subsides the madness of it all will leave you, only a week ago I was asking for help myself, it's hard to see when your in that frame of mind, mine sort of reminds me of the matrix, really feel like I'm looking at something more than what everyone else can see, it's not, it's literally a side effect of extreme anxiety, a perceptual distortion through lack of seratonin in your brain ( happy juice), concentrate on accepting your anxious feelings and ignore the weirdness of it all and it will fade without you realising it. Jon
I really feel as though I took the "red pill" in matrix, I'm going deeper into the rabbit hole. I'm seeing things so bluntly, as though I am new to this world or as an alien would. Its blowing my mind the concepts of reality. What is my reality? human nature and social norms are so peculiar. It causes me so much distress because I never cared or thought this way before. I'm having a hard time separating my physical self from my psyche. I feel like usually people either turn to religion or the psychiatric ward at this point. I don't know what to do. I try to stay active or ignore it, but when I go to bed and close my eyes, I can only think about these things.