Posted April 6, 2015
Yeah. There is nothing worse than being shafted by your so-called mates, "carers" and whoever else you are supposed to trust. You sound like you got off by the skin of your teeth there, man.
Even my own mother betrayed me once. Who the hell can you turn to when the s*** hits the fan? From my experience - nobody!
Last year when I had contacted those ladies again at the end of August just to say sorry, I was out all night and stood outside her front door on the tiles feeling scared. But I only went in her house briefly (where I was bailed to, to use the loo) and eventually when it was daylight, she coaxed me into going into the park and waiting in the bowling green as the exit in that bit of the park is too far away, as it has railings all around. She had called the pigs on me, but I never knew that. There came a car, as well as a van. They had me surrounded. The next day in court, I ended up going back to jail for 17 days, after having already been remanded in there for 14 days just a few weeks before that.
Her excuse was that I could not hide from them forever. She also knew how tired I was, but I had nowhere to go, at all. I had no money. She reckons she did the right thing, but you will never fully trust anyone again who does something like that during a crucial moment. To be honest, I have never forgave her for that act of betrayal. My problem is I am kind of stuck at hers for now, until I can get another flat, as I absolutely will not be able to go back to the supported one now, having been tricked by that Catherine cow.
DTA: Don't Trust Anybody. Live and swear by that motto, please.
I suppose jail was not that bad for me. It really all comes down to how you will pass the time in there. The last thing you can do is have a breakdown in a place like that. If you get someone nice to share a cell with, you are considered to be one of the lucky few. So I was lucky, but one time I was not fortunate and was attacked. It just goes to show the "System" here in the UK is all balls.