I actually got a lot done I think. Wrote four letters, chatted with numerous friends, was able to stay awake and I'm just now tired so this new med seems to be the perfect fit for me so far. Hell, I may even try to go to the range, mall, ride, practice up with the bow tomorrow.

One of the letters was a demanded response from my daughter in jail. She asked if I had read her letters? Yes, but I had no idea that she had SO many questions to attend too. So, I did. Not real sure why one of the questions was as to whether she could have a 4 x 4 truck though? She really tried to sell it in the letter though! I already have 2 trucks, and we will have a 4 x 4 Jeep, and 6 other cars too so I'm not real sure about that one. Then she asked if she could have a dog too when we eventually move? She has NEVER taken care of (1) animal that she's ever been given so I just voted for a cat instead. She will NOT clean up dog crap all over the yard anyway. She has always talked about wanting a big GIANT Ford truck but, I think we have time to figure that one out. She won't be out for awhile. And, she already has her "Dream Car" which was a 2000 Honda Accord 2 dr V6 200HP sitting out there that she's never driven. Kids, are funny, when they aren't lying..BAAHHAAHA!! She has NEVER spoken words, vocally, to my face, that were all just made up lies, but I do recall someones child as doing that I just can't remember the exact situation. It's all gone, the memories, the event, I just recall being asked 13 times if you're calling my son a liar now, and saying yes 13 times, and then hearing the proof, fact, clarification, and validity of the Complete 7 Month Long Lie...LOL!!! I better quit typing because I have disposed of the rest, and buried it where it need be. 6' under.

Anyway, yes. What A Wonderful Life. I received my Christmas gift and blessing 2 months early. But, I still Celebrate it every, single, day. And, I will Celebrate that gift this Christmas as well. In a sense, I am a very, very happy man. Although, pain, suffering, misery aren't out of the question at times. It's a much different "kind" of misery now. The kind, that a pill will fix. NOTHING could have ever fixed the other ones. Except, to delete, erase, forget, bury, learn from the mistake, and move on in an actual forward direction. Something, I had not been able to do for a decade. Moving forward, is wonderful all in itself.

Hopes that everyone has a great day today!

Many blessings,
E-Man