I have literally been asleep since Thanksgiving. The medication that I had taken for over 5 YEARS no longer worked to keep me awake since this other medicine that the Doc stuck on my back.

TODAY, I am finally awake and it's the friggin 14th of December. Unreal. I had to move over to another medication to try to get me up. It works, like a Champ! I haven't been up this long in weeks. Actually got to write my daughter a letter in jail, wrote another letter to a friend, and even tried to straighten up this room too. I think that this new medication is going to be my only real option, although I never wanted to go to this one. Oh well..things that we don't want or want to do happen ALL the time. I am just glad, to finally, be awake.

My Son is coming up in a few days, going to Christmas somewhere that I don't really want to but, as she placed her demand that my Dad and I attend, I placed my demand. A copy of her Will to assure that I own the home, cars, boats, and millions too. She said, "Ok"...I told my Doc that and she said that you just treated her the same way that she treated you and your kids, and she thought that was Ok?.. Yep. So, I am going to celebrate Christmas with my kids that aren't locked up, my Dad, a new friend, and also make it worth my while and get what I want too. My Insurance Policy that states, all her crap is mine. May has well treat selfishness, with selfishness I always say! YAY!!!

Everything else is going good. Going to actually see (2) MD's as ordered by the Social Security Admin at the beginning of the New Year too. So, it looks like EVERYTHING is working in my favor now. It's about time for it too!! I've been through enough bullshit, lost everything, and it is now time to rebuild, repair, restore my Life and I'm going to make it WAY WAY better then it was. It's really nice to lose certain things, and certain people too even though I couldn't see it at first. Now, I do. I see, feel, sense, that my Life will be stronger, better, happier, more secure, with little to no drama and stresses in it at all. Thank GOD..

Listening to some of my favorite tunes now too, what more does one really need in Life?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y2jdtvzUPG0


E-Man