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Love your positive attitude and how you write - thanks for this post!
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Hey Smartscrutiny!
Eh, my positive attitude may have taken quite a hit, like a car crash...
Everything SEEMED to be going pretty well, fine, ok.
Then, my youngest daughter got arrested, again, for the exact same shit (5th time). Possession of Paraphernalia.
She will be gone for a very long time, this time. They revoked her probation. The sentence is 9 months.
My Father and I both, already miss her dearly. I can hardly look down the hallway at her door without crying or even look at her car without the same feeling.
I've lost her, for awhile. And, I lost my girlfriend of nearly 8 years too. Because of my anger, stresses, and for disappearing for a couple days at a time, to process everything.
It's in my nature to do that, my stupid personality type even says that I (need) my alone time and space, to calm down, decompress, process things, but she thinks that I just dump her...
When in all reality, I crawl into my cave and think about things, how things are, how things are now going to be, how and if I can change the way that things are or will be...
So, I've lost my daughter (My Princess as my x gf said) and I've lost my gf (of nearly 8 years) too....AND, I was denied my disability again too (2nd time) even though I can't walk.
My positive attitude, has just taken a "Shot through the heart"....but, I will try to recover from all this, it will just take time I suppose,...
I will do my best to maintain and to be positive too..
Wishing you well and a great day too!
Enduronman..
(PS: Friends wanted. If anyone would like to send me a friend request on Facebook then my name is Chip Eads, from Greenwood, Indiana. Find me! I need friends now more than ever.....)
I made a sock puppet,..and liked it. SO THEN I JUST TOOK A PILL.
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Oh Dear, that's a lot in such short time. Girlfriend; she is gone because she do not understand, after 8 years she should. Before she or you guys broke up, she sold the house thanks to work you put in. The *****disability, it is awful. How long they are going to brush you off?
Keep strong my dear Eman, keep strong, it shall pass
''“If you cry because the sun has gone out of your life, your tears will prevent you from seeing the stars.”
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― Rabindranath Tagore
Hey man, just checking in like you said.
Hey to all the crew, too.
Sorry to hear about your daughter E-man. Sometimes people are just their own worst nightmare at times, huh? All you can keep doing is hoping that things will improve. On the bright side, people do burn out a bit as they age. Pity she's still so darn young!!
I haven't had much sleep, so whack me round the head if I'm wrong, but did also you say you've broken up with Kim?
I hope you can ride out this bad wave.
Yep..broken up with Kim, Chloe arrested again, Cecilia's third child is a child of the State because of drugs, and it just keeps getting better and better I guess.
Started another new med a couple days ago, Latuda. Only problem, can't really sleep all the well but other than that, doing ok.
The Kim thing, doesn't bother me. It is what it is...sometimes things work, sometimes they don't.
The Chloe thing, bother's me. 5th time. She may do some time for this one.
The Cecilia thing, bother's me, because its just f**kin sad...and I thought I had a (real) Grandchild this time. NOPE!
Other then all that shit, life is Grand...
Thinking of you all friends!..
Have a good day,
Enduronman.
I made a sock puppet,..and liked it. SO THEN I JUST TOOK A PILL.
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Hey, you..Originally Posted by Enduronman
Yep..broken up with Kim, Chloe arrested again, Cecilia's third child is a child of the State because of drugs, and it just keeps getting better and better I guess.
Started another new med a couple days ago, Latuda. Only problem, can't really sleep all the well but other than that, doing ok.
The Kim thing, doesn't bother me. It is what it is...sometimes things work, sometimes they don't.
The Chloe thing, bother's me. 5th time. She may do some time for this one.
The Cecilia thing, bother's me, because its just f**kin sad...and I thought I had a (real) Grandchild this time. NOPE!
Other then all that shit, life is Grand...
Thinking of you all friends!..
Have a good day,
Enduronman.
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Hey there..
Same old shit...different day.
Other than that...what can a man say.
LOL!
Enduronman...
I made a sock puppet,..and liked it. SO THEN I JUST TOOK A PILL.
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I think that maybe the tides of my life have changed, for the better...Weird.
I sold a car today that I had been working on, and they drove off as a happy family. It's a good feeling.
Then, I was at a gas station and a girl struck up a conversation, with me? WTF? I was looking around like maybe she was talking to someone else.
Well, she wasn't. She said that she really like their soda's and especially the pepsi...which I again thought was weird because so do I.
Then, as we were leaving, she asked me if I would like to call or text her sometime? WTF? Um, yeah...OK!
I've been texting her all night, like I'm a kid all over again. She's too good to be true. I'm supposed to go over to her apt tomorrow too.
This should be interesting! YAY!!! Amazing how things can change so quickly, but rarely for the good. A new day awaits me! I can hardly wait....yippee!!!
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Her name is Juliana...She's kind of cute. I just had to smack myself to be sure I was awake and not dreaming...LMAO!!
Have a great Friday all!
Enduronman...
I made a sock puppet,..and liked it. SO THEN I JUST TOOK A PILL.
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Dang, E, you got your hands full with your new girl. Quite the looker she is
Anytime relationships go bad, just expect an upgrade and it usually comes along. She would be an upgrade for almost everyone.
The daughters will find their way. Just be there when you are needed like you always do
Be well.
"Y'all didn't have to shoot me" ~ Harambe
Damn E-man! Hope your life really is turning around.
That girl's cute bro. I can't take my eyes off of her... uh.. personality.
She looks young though. She looks early 20's?
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