Searching for anything good...(sigh)

[em1]

Good to see you Em! Did you finish the exercise program you were working at?

Yes I did the 60 day Challenge and I'm ready to
Start a new one on Monday running again

[em1]

Hello you lovely lot not been on for a while
How are you all?
Who's still around as I see the forum has so
Many new people here now
Hope your all still kicking ass?
I'm off my meds,since jan now,I'm doing good,went away for a week,(going away allways kicks up my anxiety) tho I held it together and had a good time with my husband and children
I hope everyone is doing well and I just wanted to pop on and say hi to you all x

[Dahila]

hi Em it is long time when I had seen you here congrats on successfully finishing your challenge
The forum changed, and I would not say that for better.

[em1]

hi Em it is long time when I had seen you here congrats on successfully finishing your challenge The forum changed, and I would not say that for better.

Hello Dahila thank you,oh that's so sad,
Who's still around? Any of the old gang?

[JohnC]

Yes, yes one of my biggest reasons why i make the 15 mile drive's to dance and baton and baseball and school plays. The kids get a little board out here but they get board in town and THEN they get into trouble. I otta know, i was no saint ( sorry to say ). I try not worry until they start to drive

[Enduronman]

E-man, before i joined this forum i started reading all the different threads and when i was readying yours and you started to talk about your two daughters i literally had a panic attack. I am about your age but my two are 14 and 10. My heart goes out to ya man, it really does. Peace

Sorry about the panic John, the girls are definitely a handful and keep me on my toes! Thank you for your compassion bruh! I need all I can get...

E-Man

[Enduronman]

Oh still the same problems with girls. I do not know how you deal with it. We put so much effort to raise children so much sacrifice, and we get this. Eman you keep strong. The frigging pain, one would think that pain is easily controlled in our time, but obviously it is not. MRI; when I think about it, I get pains all over my body, being claustrophobic it is awful for me.
Eman do you still have the puppy or you gave him up? He is too strong for you and it requires a lot of attention. Keep strong my friend for the sake of girls. They will come to their senses eventually.

Still the same issues with the girls, very troubling.
And laying around here in pain daily too adds to the misery but thank God for pain medications!
The MRI wasn't so bad yesterday as they just stuck my legs in it to see what's wrong with my knees hurting all the time, even with the world's best handful of pain killers.
The puppy is gone and I'm glad for that too, he needed a "capable" family.
I have faith and hope that the girls will straighten out someday...they're 23 and 18 now.

E-Man.

[Enduronman]

Hello Dahila thank you,oh that's so sad,
Who's still around? Any of the old gang?

Good to see you Em!
I'm still here as well as a few others too..yes, lots of new people too!
Have a good day and congratulations to you in your successes..

E-Man.

[em1]

Good to see you Em! I'm still here as well as a few others too..yes, lots of new people too! Have a good day and congratulations to you in your successes.. E-Man.

Hey EMan how's things?
How's your dog? Massive I bet
How's the girls?
You been ok x

[Enduronman]

Hey Em!

I had to give the dog away to a younger and more agile family in their mid 20's.
I couldn't even walk him, he was so powerful, strong, he just drug me around and caused some serious back and leg issues.
He was already 60 pounds at 6 months old, but he went to a better place that can handle him.
Oh boy, the girls...grrrr....
My youngest never stopped getting into trouble and was arrested 4 times for methamphetamine and is now on probation for a year.
She is clean now however, so that's a good thing!
My oldest had another son about a year ago and was forced by the State to give him up for adoption, because of drug use. He was born an addict, but is doing well now.
I had heard that she's also pregnant again too but I haven't spoken to her about it. I believe that she is still into drugs of course.
I've been playing games with the US Government and trying to get my disability payments because of the damage caused by these stupid diseases.
I can hardly walk, stand, or even sit here for long without intense pains, but they say I can go get another job. It's pretty common that they ignore people that are disabled around here.
I just keep having more and more testing done to produce more and more papers for them to look at and hopefully at some point, one of these reports will stick! LOL!!
Still trying to remain positive while being up shit creek, without a paddle..BAAAHAHAAHA!!! YAY!!!!

Wish I had something good to say, still searching for anything good friend. It's tiring!

Wishing you good health!

Enduronman