Im having a tougher day than i expected...
im having this urge to damage something...
i did try to turn it into a positive thing and organize some of the things in this house..mainly papers everywhere.
i cant type very well...
i tried to sew a button on a coat thinking that would be relaxing, i was wrong..i wanted to stick the needle in my eye.
i couldnt get the thread through the hole with reading glasses and a magnifying glass...
im haviong muscle spasms from the damage in my spine..its affecting my legs and arms and fingers today..
i cant get my pain relief patch because the insurance company wants me to take narcotic pills fisrt that are generic...and dont cost 300 a month..
they just told me this today, 8 days later, after dealing with this fuckin back pain for 14 months....i want to strangle them, or someonwe there.
im also having some cerebral palsy like moments too,,with my hands and arms..i go to a neuro tomorrow.
this pup is chewing my things up na d keeps taking my slippers somewhere else...
im look ing for something good!!!.....shit!!!!


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