Ye I understand it's never been proven but not once have I ever experienced derealisation and been in a happy state of mind, you've got to be feeling low before you get there, that's what I believe anyway, if I'm happy any form of anxiety doesn't come close to me, as for anti depressants I tried them just the once and they sent me somewhere else!! That just came down to my stupid gp though trying to quick fix me, I don't know how many people experience derealisation through anxiety but it's got to be the worst thing ever to have entered my mind, so glad it fades, when I'm better I'm gonna help people as much as I can, I've just got the most overwhelming feeling to do this because I wouldn't wish the unreality feeling/thoughts on anyone, although it was nice to know I wasn't alone and it had a name!!