I've been dealing with extremely painful anxiety for about a year, I am 23 years old / male. It started with depersonalization / derealization and worked it's way into a general panicky anxious feeling 24/7. Every physical symptom you can think of has hit me in the past year.

The last 4 weeks, a new symptom arose that is making me borderline suicidal. I've always felt a bit unwell in the mornings, but the sickness that I am feeling now is UNBEARABLE. Unbelievable restlessness, extreme nausea, body aches all over in the worst way, dry heaving feeling like I'm going to throw up, more nausea feeling from my lungs oddly enough.

I need help. I need advice. I need anything at this point. I tried Lexapro and had the worst panic attack I've ever had (Thought I was schizophrenic the first couple days) and had to get off of it. Tried therapy which relaxed my body but not my heart / mind / restlessness. Nothing seems to be working.

Will this ever go away... Can antidepressants really help it subside or is this something else? I have never felt this sick in my life in the mornings, I dont understand it. What can I do to get rid of this feeling.

Am I ever going to be ok?... I am so, so, so , so tired of this. I want to die every single day.

Please help me.