I'm addicted to egg Mcmuffins bruh! I know, sad...Quote:
Originally Posted by jessed03
Love ya bruh!
Have an awesome day!
E-Man. :)
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I'm addicted to egg Mcmuffins bruh! I know, sad...Quote:
Originally Posted by jessed03
Love ya bruh!
Have an awesome day!
E-Man. :)
Got up at 130am, not sure why but I went back to work on this Old House.
It's looking great, and I'm actually having a pretty good time in between all the pains but all in all, doing ok.
Wishing you all a great day!
Enduronman :)
Working , it is your medicine Eman::)
Worked on the house for 13 hours!
I'm sore as hell.
I went to bed before 8pm last night though, and am ready for another day.
SOOOOOO nice to be away from my Mom's house. Its amazing how your environment can impact you in a negative way.
Getting a lot of shit done, looking good, and her realtor came over and asked her to have an open house! LMAO!!
This place is going to sell now, hope she's ready to make an offer on something else BIGGER!!
AND, something that doesn't need this much work too...I couldn't handle anymore. It feels like I've been hit by a truck. Something newer PLEASE!!!!
Wishing you all a spectacular day ahead!
Blessings.
Enduronman :)
Another day!
Going back down to my gf's house to hopefully rap things up.
She is very excited, and it is looking really, really nice too.
Hope she's ready to sell it now!! Open house coming up soon!!.
Thinking of you all. Wishing you the best.
Have a great day friends!
(Gawd am I sore today)...grrrr
Be well.
Enduronman. :)
Eman take it easy. I know that is like someone opened the cage, you can not have enough, rest so you do get sore even more. Hehehe it is like when I have time to go to garden and the weather cooperate. I push myself to limits, and pay with the pain. Slower we can do more. I am happy about all changes in your life Eman:)) Hopefully the application for disability is going to be accepted and everything is going to be ok:))
Sore as hell from working down at my gf's house, but its all worth it. She has a showing tomorrow, and I will be done today too! I've been taking a lot of painkillers to get me through this but she wouldn't hire anyone else, and they would have screwed it all up anyway then I would have had to look at it and listen to how badly it looked too. I chose to do it myself. Even though I can hardly move. My daughter has been helping me out too. Its nice to have her around and she's a hell of a good painter too.
Life here is peaceful. Way different then where I was. I can actually relax, eat, no stomach ache, no drunkenness, no stupid shit words. I love it!! YAY!!!
Hope everyone is doing well. Happy Halloween! LMAO!!!
Have a great day all.
Enduronman :)
That is awesome! Glad you are in a peaceful home!Quote:
Originally Posted by Enduronman
Yes, I am in a more peaceful place. My Dad is way more sensible and easier to deal with. Helpful too. Once I got out of my Mom's house, my stomach aches, tremors, went away. She was obviously the cause of many of my health problems. I haven't spoken to her since I left, and I'm fine with that too. She hasn't called either. We usually go over there for Christmas Eve, but none of us want to go around there this year because of how hateful she is and has been to everyone. Not sure how we are going to deal with that yet. My Dad doesn't want to go either. And there are also some Thanksgiving issues this year now too. Not real sure about the holidays.
I am sore as hell. I did a lot of painting at my gf's house over the past few weeks with the help of my kids. They were a real help to me. Good workers, and my daughter is a great painter too. I worked doing that kind of work for 30 years with other guys that couldn't paint as well as an 18 year old. She did a great job. We repainted the kitchen, bath, hall, living room, and the entire basement. Which is why I can't move now of course. My hands are swollen. For all those Doctors that say to be active, do some light work, exercise, move around, you're a bunch of idiots! LOL! Going to rub on some more pain cream and take some more pain meds. I may have over did it. But, the house may finally sell now too. It looks awesome now.
I haven't even had time to get on here and say hello to you all. Hope that you're all doing well. I will just be relaxing for the weekend. There is a house showing today and an open house tomorrow. Then we will see what else we have to do then. Not sure that I can do anymore! She needed two more rooms painted but OMG!! I hope not..
Have a great day!
Enduronman. :)
Emaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan I missed you, my friend, happy to hear that the painting is almost done:))) You are in pain but the accomplishment is huge :)))Extra benefit of that is bonding back with the girls:)
Im being told (compelled) to tell you to call your mom (and do so every week or two). Things will work out then for the holidays and the future.Quote:
Originally Posted by Enduronman
You will understand.
GRRR...Quote:
Originally Posted by Im-Suffering
You're probably right. And, she probably doesn't even know "how" she actually is as a person either with all that vodka.
I reaaaalllllllyyyyy don't want to call her though. No one really wants to see or talk to her.
I probably will at some point soon, just to say hello I guess. (even though I don't want too!!!).
It's 9 degrees here today. Wind chill -8. Welcome to winter! LOL!
I can finally move my hands a little better, was able to fix the heat in my daughters car yesterday too. She has heat! LMAO!! Heat is nice.
May even go back down to my gf's house and do some more painting in some bedrooms, but not decided yet. It NEEDS to be done, just not sure if I should push it.
Thank you for your advice Mr. I'm Suffering. Always appreciated, and yes I understand too. Your logic.
Have a great day friend!
Enduronman :)
Briefly if I may in regards to the house,Quote:
Originally Posted by Enduronman
The house will sell when a decision has been made to sell it. The painting can be compared to a rain dance, for dramatic effect. Now, this can go on for some time, "what shall we do next, its not selling". This is symbolic of how people live life.
It is true that people see what they want to see, thus the house can sell at 'any time'. you have co-beliefs with the GF and family members here, so you are creating the reality together.
Of course there are enjoyable aspects, such as proving to self you could still move the body and work to an extent, sharing the experience with family as they pitch in to help, and keeping the mind busy with how much more you would get after improvements. So many things are going on at once.
I wanted to tell you, that you didn't have to play 'the open house' game. Its all a game. I am showing you how you create your reality, individually, and in this case en mass. So you will be more aware of your life and what you do. (and think)
If the house does not sell timely, it is not the physical house that protests, but the conflicts between the sellers beliefs, plus what is actually wanted, desired.....And then comes the thoughts "why is it not selling" "what shall we do next" "whats going on", and you see, my dear friend, you create your reality.
The physical landscaping reflects the mental landscape. Sort out where you will go once it sells, you see. When you are creating together, you must iron out your differences. Will you invest in an old house or new, what will you do, any conflict will delay. It can be said that if the current project was just a foundation, no walls, and a bathtub sitting in the middle of it, but your beliefs were working in perfect harmony (and a decision was made), it would sell in a day, for more than its worth, period.
Now this is more of a lesson of sorts, using the analogy of the house. It has been fun, no?
Homework (yes Im being cute) : think about the word 'decision', what does it really mean? For example, sitting at home you decide you need milk. Do you say "Oh NO ! What will become of me" "can I afford it" "I do not deserve milk" "Milk is associated with trauma"....
No, you simply get up, drive and get your milk :). Now, several minutes later you are magically holding your milk carton, you see, you created that, using the process intended for mankind. How simple was that creation/decision, when false beliefs were not involved.
A decision backed by clear beliefs is powerful indeed and can move mountains. Reflecting on your life you can make the connection when things went smoothly, and when there were bumps in the road.
This was the hidden parable from the quote "If ye should have the faith of a mustard seed, you could move that mountain over there" Jesus was a mystic, you see. revealing universal truths only to those who could interpret them. Whether you or anyone reading this believes in Him is not the purpose here. So set that aside for the lesson revealed.
Cya later.
I have been working down at her house, repainted her Son's room. Put down some new trims at the floor to cover a shitty paint job. It gave me something to do.
It looks a lot better, nice in fact. Not sloppy. Chose a really nice color, repainted all the trims. I can't move, but it was fun, occupied my mind, sense of accomplishment.
Thank God for pain killers! It feels like my hands were ran over by a car. BUT, I did it to myself. Trying to work, to make it "look" better.
Going to go down there today and paint some windows. Easy work. Not difficult. Or strenuous. Seems like a good day for that.
I DID send my Mother an email. She replied. I didn't want to send it. I did.
We aren't going to spend Thanksgiving with her. My cousin cancelled the Thanksgiving plan because everyone else has something else to do.
That's FINE with me, my Dad, my daughters, none of us want to be around "you know who?"....LOL!!!
We will just spend that time together, with people we love, respect, admire....I like that.
Not sure about Christmas yet but do NOT want to go to my Mothers house. NO ONE does....
We will just make our own Christmas I think. Maybe have a dinner here, without that person. Pain in the fuggin ass person.
Done talking about her. Going to have a good day, AND my daughters baby is due on December 16th too so we will have a Christmas baby!!! YAY!!!!!
I am excited about that. Looking forward to it. I think its great!!
Have a good day friends.
Thinking of you all.
Enduronman :)
It's A Wonderful Life!
Thanksgiving is just around the corner too.
Going to spend it with my Dad, and daughters.
Something simple. Something nice. Something relaxing.
Much to be thankful for.
And a new baby coming soon. SO cool!
60 degrees and rainy here. I'll take it! At least we didn't get 8' of snow.
Thinking of you all! Hope that all is well.
Have an awesome day friends.
Enduronman. :)
Same weather as in your place, overcast is still Sunday so it is good:)) We got the floor for lower level and tiles for bathroom:)
ANXIETY, Somebody help me!! Author: Sara Burillo.
EXCELLENT!!! Fully Recommended! This book saved me... What book saved you? :)
ot little spammer;))))))))))
Mind over matter...
Hey Dahl! Good to see you here!
Going to do some more painting today. My daughter is going to help me, thank God.
ALSO, my gf got an offer on her house! Full price! Only problem, he wants possession by Dec 19th! She will be moving into an apt for now, near the holidays, in the winter.
ALL the painting work paid off. He loved all the colors, the cleanliness, the sharpness of every room.
I just wish I would have known this BEFORE we started painting her room. I had the windows done and the wall damage repaired, then she told me that it sold...grrrr...
I could hardly move yesterday. That's why daughter MUST help me finish this room today. Hopefully about 4 or 5 hours, and then all the work in this place is done.
I need a long break. Time to rest and relax. Recover. Lay around for awhile. The house pushed me to do things that I generally can't. But, it SOLD...
Everything seems to be going ok. My Dad is doing well. My daughter is expecting the baby in a few weeks. My other daughter is staying away from drugs. My son is coming up soon too. Haven't heard from my Mom, that's ok with me.
Just going to be a relaxing Thanksgiving for us all I think.
Have a great day all! Make the best of it...
Thinking of you.
Blessings.
Enduronman :)
Well, waddya know....** smiling** (all of it) .......except for this :Quote:
Originally Posted by Enduronman
"Haven't heard from my Mom, that's ok with me"
Geez your a hard nut to crack (and so is mom, you see). It can't be ok, its your mom. One day when you are ready, you will face those feelings and let them out. This is a big part of your healing, spiritually and physically. "when" you are ready.
For now, call her on thanksgiving. :) you understand.
I am happy for you.
Yes, House is SOLD!...full price.
She's looking at apts today. No time to find and buy a house before the 19th.
She will make out well will the deal. Have some money to put down on another one.
We're also talking about doing some house flips too. Buy some that need work, then do it in a 3 month time frame, not 30 days like with this one!
I can hardly friggin move. My daughter helped me yesterday to get the LAST room in her house done. There is nothing left to do except make sure the outside will pass an inspection. Like, no paint, caulk missing, maybe a screen ripped, stupid stuff that will cause an inspector to flag things. ALL easy fixes. Not difficult or strenuous. YAY!!
Plus, its 40 degrees here today. A good day to deal with things like that. I don't want to be trying to fix stupid things when its 12 degrees and snowing!
She's happy (my gf). Everyone else is happy too. My daughter was a huge help yesterday by painting the floor trims. I couldn't get down there.
She actually worked for 5 solid hours! And, earned enough money to get her OWN boots for winter time that she wanted. We would have had to buy them, she did it herself.
She was at the mall at 9pm! I hate the mall. She loves the mall. Go figure...Girls and malls. LMAO!!...
YES, I will call my friggin Mom tomorrow and wish her a happy Thanksgiving. Geeze. That should be easy. I can fake it for a few minutes, on a phone.
I think we're just going to have a dinner here. Just me, Dad, daughters, muffins, coffee, simple...Give thanks for what we have even if its nothing.
Hope you have a Happy Thanksgiving holiday Mr. I'm Suffering! And all of my other friends too. Thinking of you all. Wishing you the best.
Have a great day and be well.
Blessings to you and yours!
Enduronman... (Chris) LOL!! :)
Happy Thanksgiving to you all!
Going to be a great day with family.
We're going to a free holiday dinner, with donations of course.
No working on anything! Just rest, relax, sit around, and enjoy.
Wishing you all the best.
Enduronman :)
Great news Chris, happy turkey day :))
Wishing you all a wonderful holiday :)
This is really a guess, but do you get your views from Jane Roberts?Quote:
Originally Posted by Im-Suffering
I was intrigued by that quote and wondered who wrote it.
Yes. You could say that :)Quote:
Originally Posted by Joe.
Theres more to the quote :
"When you get to the point that you realize you are forming your day-to-day existence and the life that you know, then you can begin to alter your own mental and psychic patterns, and therefore change your daily environment…. The entire structure of your existence will begin to change with these realizations" - Seth
And a bit on reality that may interest you :
Physical objects cannot exist unless they exist in a definite perspective and space continuum. But each individual creates his own space continuum . . . Each individual actually creates an entirely different object, which his own physical senses then perceive.” (And he clarifies this while talking to Jane and Rob and a guest): “Each of the three of you creates your own glass, in your own personal perspective. Therefore you have three different physical glasses here, but each one exists in an entirely different space continuum. (referencing a glass on the coffee table)
"Matter is continually created, but no particular object is in itself continuous. There is not…one physical object that deteriorates with age. There are instead continuous creations of psychic energy into a physical pattern that appears to hold a more or less rigid appearance.” And with each creation the object changes, because action is change. And in a camouflage reality based on the root assumption of time, that very gradual change looks like aging and wear, in order to reinforce the camouflage idea of time"
According to Seth, a complete reality is refreshed millions of times a second, as, or because, each action terminates the previous one. So millions of times a second everything we can see and touch is replaced with a new version of everything we can see and touch, including our bodies. And, an important point, each new action is different than the previously terminated one, because no action can be identical to another one. Remember, action is creation, and each creation by All That Is is unique. And that is how change happens.
:) enjoy !
Ah, my brother is very into all that.Quote:
Originally Posted by Im-Suffering
Will have a look into it all.
Very interesting!Quote:
Originally Posted by Im-Suffering
Hope that everyone had a great Thanksgiving!
We all made it through, had a good dinner. Gave thanks.
Then, went back to work on the house. It is now 100% done and being appraised today.
She also gets the keys to her new apt today too. Its actually big enough now. 3bds, 2baths,..nice!
I can't move. But, I don't really need to at the moment. Just relaxing, recovering, healing from a month of work that I have no idea how I did.
And go see the Doc today too. Get some pain meds. Talk about how things are now. They're better. At least, in my mind anyway.
Not taking any anti psychotics!. YAY!!!
Hope everyone has a great day and upcoming week too.
Blessings.
E-Man :)
Eman what do you recommend for shakes? I am happy you feeling good. The best part of that is you do not take anti psychotic :))))))))
Hey Dahl. When I had tremors really badly the doctor put me on propranolol. It seemed to work very well.
Then, I moved out of my other parents home and the tremors went away. Stomach cramps went away.
I went back to see the doc yesterday. Still in pain. She gave me some stronger pain meds. They actually worked last night so I think I finally got some sleep. YAY!
I'm up way too early however. They wore off. Its about 6am here. I didn't know that they even had any stronger pain meds. Guess so!
My daughter is actually up now so we're going shopping. YAY!! I can only shop in the mornings...BAAAHA!!
Have a great day all!
Enduronman :)
Eman I asked for shakes as smoothies;))) I am happy you are better. A lot of your problems is caused by too much stress. yOu body is desperate for peace and quiet. I got this cool cup with the ball inside and I need to replace at least one meal with something.
BAAAHAHA!!! SHakes for smoothies! I thought you were referring to tremors.
I never made any smoothies. I generally just always used those meal replacement shakes that are pre-made.
I suppose you could use anything, any kind of fruit, vegetable that you like.
These new pain killers are friggin awesome though! Oxy 15mg HCL....man, they actually do something!
My legs aren't on fire right now. And, they weren't killing me yesterday either. They've been sore for 2 1/2 years!
I'm going to enjoy it while they're working. Doc said that I would build up a tolerance to the dosage and then we'll just increase them.
Finally got the keys to the new apartment last night too. Pretty cool! I think it will be a great thing for my gf to finally have her own room.
She's been sleeping on a couch for 6 years! Now, she'll have her own room, own bed, own bath area...WOW!!..YAY!!!
Going to see my oldest daughter today, and take her a carpet cleaning machine too. The baby is due in 14 days. Gotta have clean floors for him/her to play on!
Hope that you have a great day friend. Thinking of you.
Blessings!
Enduronman :)
Hope everyone is having a great day!
I am now officially old. Born on this day, 47 years ago. LOL!
I am now also enjoying the peace, quiet, relaxation, of sitting in a comfy chair, feet up, numb. Awesome!
Meds are actually helping. Weird. Still can hardly move but, I'm not so sure that I even want to anyway.
House inspection done. Everything fixed that was on it. Appraisal done. Everything fine. Going to close this deal in a few days and be gone.
Have money for Christmas (weird) have a new place, have a new Grandchild, have another cup of coffee, and have a spaghetti dinner tonight too. With cake. Yum!
I'll make a wish...World Peace. LMAO!! Well, maybe not that. Wish for good health! A new car! or, just another piece of cake instead.
Wishing you all a spectacular day!
Blessings too....
Enduronman :)
Happy birthday Eman, Have a chunk of cake for me. World peace, lol.
Thank you brother John!
Had a pretty good B-day. Quiet. No drama. That makes for a good day.
Had my favorite dinner, and cake too. Then, passed out from all the carbs. LOL!
Everything is going pretty well around here. Peaceful. Relaxing.
Closing on the house on the 19th. Moving on the 20th. Got a plan together.
The kids will be lifting the heavy stuff. Not me. I'll just be helping out with the light stuff in boxes. And driving the truck. Easy enough!
Just thankful that I'm not on the east or west coast right now. Nothing going on around here! Nice out. 45 degrees, sunny. No floods. No 2' of snow...YAY!
Maybe we'll get some snow before Christmas, a few inches would be awesome. Take these kids out sledding or something. A white Christmas is my wish. baaha!!
Have a great day friend!
Blessings to all.
Enduronman :)
You're more than welcome. No drama! oh how i long for that
Happy belated birthday Eman! Hope you had a enjoyable day! And you aren't old. There are people on this forum older than you (points to himself). :P
Thanks brothers!
Well, my daughter had the baby on the 13th too. A baby girl. 7lbs, healthy, happy, and now home too.
I finally got to see her yesterday, she had some lung issues when she was born but all clear now. She's really calm and content too. My daughter got lucky!
I get to go to Walmart today and pick out a new diaper bag, this should be fun! LOL! With compartments, and NOT pink, according to the father.
My gf finally closed the deal on her house last night as well. Everything went fine. Getting ready to go move boxes today. That should be a load of fun too.
Also picking up a car for my dad for Christmas. A Honda Accord. It's got a blown engine but I know a good mechanic so I'm getting it fixed for him. Parts are already sitting here too.
He asked me what was in that box after I picked it up last night from the post office, I can't tell you. It's your Christmas present! BAAHA!!
It's amazing how quickly they can ship things across the country. It took (1) day from California. I guess that's what an extra $35 gets you! Here's your stuff!
Hope that all works out and the mechanic can have it done by Christmas day. Going to put it out front by the mailbox with a big bow on it. Dad's first stop, mailbox for the paper.
Holy shit? A car? BAAAAHAAHA!! We can hardly wait to see the look on his face and hear what he has to say. It may be the first time that we've heard him say WTF?
Then, off to Louisville tomorrow to pick up my son for the Holidays. Definitely a lot of things going on around here. Hope I can keep myself together for it!
Everything else is pretty much the same. Pain, soreness, good pills, some relief, then some good pills again. Same old shit, different day.
We ARE expecting some snow for Christmas, so that'll be cool. I'm dreaming of a white Christmas...:)
Wishing you all a great day and hopes for some memorable Holidays too!
Blessings friends....
Enduronman :)
wow a lot happens in your life, and everything good. Congratulation Grandpa!!! the xmas gifts awesome. I got mine already is home made but it is what I wanted. The size exactly right :))Attachment 1497Attachment 1498Attachment 1499Attachment 1500