cam_s
03-04-2008, 10:42 PM
and I feel like my life is slowly spinning out of control.
Anyway, my name is Cam and throughout my life, I've suffered depression, social anxiety, and....anxiety over almost everything important in my life...my husband, my kids,..everything.
I can't stop. I lie awake in bed and go through the "what ifs" scenarios over and over again.
I wake up in the mornings and I"m just drained..emotionally and physically. It has gotten worse since finding out that my son, who's special-needs was recently diagnosed with ADHD.
DH tells me I need to get out of the house more, away from the 4 kids and have a little "mommy" time, but I have a hard time doing that. I make excuses up all the time and I don't know why I do that.
I've also been in and out of counseling, and just can't afford it anymore.
Anyway, that's all for now.
Anyway, my name is Cam and throughout my life, I've suffered depression, social anxiety, and....anxiety over almost everything important in my life...my husband, my kids,..everything.
I can't stop. I lie awake in bed and go through the "what ifs" scenarios over and over again.
I wake up in the mornings and I"m just drained..emotionally and physically. It has gotten worse since finding out that my son, who's special-needs was recently diagnosed with ADHD.
DH tells me I need to get out of the house more, away from the 4 kids and have a little "mommy" time, but I have a hard time doing that. I make excuses up all the time and I don't know why I do that.
I've also been in and out of counseling, and just can't afford it anymore.
Anyway, that's all for now.