Your last post in here resonates very well with me. Whilst I have been making healthier choices - I have only been doing so within the same bounds as you just mentioned. I had cold press spinach juice mixed into a blender with frozen blueberries, organic activated almond milk + honey and bananas. One hour later I cooked up Bacon and Eggs saying exactly the same thing. "FUCK IT - I need this!"
I hope you enjoyed because I hear you loud and clear.