I just started an amazing job today knocking on peoples doors and asking them about who they are voting for. It pays very well, and it's an amazing opportunity to try to lessen my anxiety. Today was my first day so I just walked alongside a more experienced person. The problem is that tomorrow I will have to go on my own and do this myself. I know through past experiences when I try to speak in situations like that my mind just freezes, I start shaking, and it becomes hard to breathe. I have a choice between calling in and turning down the job and resting in my room all day, or exhausting myself trying to calm myself down. Which should I do? I know I'll never get rid of my anxiety sitting in my room but I know tomorrow will just be physically and mentally exhausting. In a couple of weeks I am seeking professional help so should I cool it down for now or try to fix my anxiety myself? I will also be missing out on a great payday if I don't go I wish I could just do this stuff with no problems...