Searching for anything good...(sigh)

[Enduronman]

Now this was an unexpected, and wonderful day.
Apparently, one of my old friends from Facebook kept my phone number and called me. I had chatted with her, but just briefly.
I sure as hell didn't expect her to call. She had the most unique name that I had ever seen, and she was born in Romania. But now in the States for 10 years.
We spoke for almost 2 hours. I haven't spoken to anyone on a phone for more than 10 minutes in 35 years. It, and she, were very interesting to say the least.
She told me all about herself and some of her story. I told her about myself, and some of the Horrors of the last 10 years or so. She was intrigued.
I asked her if maybe she would think about visiting when its hot out, and the pool is all ready to go? She said sure, she would like that. She wasn't interested in fishing though, but there's things to do.
Now that its uncovered, and the water is clearing. I think the timing will be perfect. She isn't to far away either and also looking for the same things that I am too. An actual Agreement.
A rational, logical, sensible, conversation. That took a little while to get used too after a decade of accusations, fights, yelling, doubt, fictional made up stories that I was a character in..I didn't know a thing about..LMAO!! Dear God, thank you. I thank him daily.
Its not to late, maybe I'll write her now. Sounds like a good plan.

Best wishes.

E-Man

[JohnC]

Good to see you back Eman! i do not write to much anymore, guess i am fighting my own issues as usual but i do check in every now and then.I closed my Facebook page a long time ago mostly got tired of so much personal stuff getting out there. Let me know how it goes with girl from Romania but it's to bad she wouldn't go fishing with you. That is my only regret in my current relationship is that my wife does not hunt or fish and i could hunt and fish every day. peace man
p.s. my pool is at its rim we got so much rain

[Dahila]

it is good to have you back, EMan, John)

[Marie Lends]

Hello guys..

[veeraj]

Before marriage i felt some problems with me, but not able understand wats it about.

Post divorse I found lot about myself.. And now i need all urs help.

Symptoms -

When i do masturbation and go to wash my hands and p***s, later i find if my wash is not happened correct Or not, i mean all sperm from my body is washed properly or not. In case the washing doesnt happen the exactly way i want or somewhere i feel it has remained on my body parts or hands then that thing remains in my mind, untill i wash my hands and body parts again.
Or In case when washing doesnt happen correct and if i touch any object or things around me like pen, laptop, my shirt, door handles anything I feel My hands sperm got tranmitted to that thing or any object.
The next day if i touch it , i feel am again infected or my hands have those sperms still. My mind gets confuse. Slight imbalance in thoughts, later i try to wash my hands and all things that i feel have sperm touch on it. Also post divorce I had anxiety at its worst. M on medicine. that have reduced my anxiety symptoms. But i want to knw what problem i m facing as mentioned above from beginning???

[IsabelaMA]

Hi man,

I am impressed by you story as well as your attitude!
I am sorry you have have so many problems in life and I hope you can at least reduce you pain mentally and physically wise. No one should have to life with pain.
Keep it up!


Isabela

[knp]

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Hello there, Recently I had a flu and after tamiflu I think my anxiety sky rocketed. Now I have irrational fear and severe anxiety. It so strong that even I could not accept job offer and had to decline. Please help. What damage my tamiflu has done that probably caused this anxiety. At last I might try Cbd oil. Can you help me with Cbd oil guide ? Can these cure my anxiety and fear ? Please help.

[veeraj]

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Internet. Can you plz tell me. . any blood test as such to find out anxiety
Disorder causes and its symtons in me.

[barbimay]

These are great posts. Is enduronman.still around?

[salvator here]

I love reading his old postings here too, as well as many postings form the 'old timers' (not talking age here of course, the pioneers of this forum so to speak)