Slammed Vdub
11-16-2011, 07:56 PM
Ok so today i had another counseling session after my very strange weekend. I was anxiety free for months then all of the sudden i got in this wierd mental state, where i felt; alone, separated, hopeless, scared and i felt like i was on the edge between reality and mental. In order to describe this to her i had to think about it which made me feel like it again. She said i have OCD and i have to be evaluated by a physiatrist, which made me feel ever more like im going mental. I think thats my new anxiety's trigger, is the fear of going mental. I get scary thoughts in my head and i only find relief when i am distracted. I feel like my life is spiraling out of control and i fear being "mental". Can anyone else relate to this?