jj1983
10-08-2010, 05:56 PM
So, I FINALLY got my echo.results and guess what?Normal. EVEN though my EKG'S WERE BOTH borderline abonormal but my heart holter was fine,then echo was fine.
So, after that I felt good for 2 days. I have starting working(from home) a week ago a great new job that the pay is excellent and the work,although tedious training is pretty easy once you get the hang of it. I was thinking maybe that this will help me with working and good news and it did...for 2 days. Yesterday I woke up and felt dizzy ONCE AGAIN, and today I woke up thinking "ok its a new day, I love my life I feel great!" Then,just now I started to go through our son's closet and sort out his clothes to make way for new stuff and I felt so dizzy. Then I got to thinking OMG what if SOMETHING actually IS wrong.Maybe not my heart,but cancer, or blood clot in my brain or etc.
I don't know WHAT makes us think stuff like this,my hubby feels with my health I am 100%ok and it is my anxiety and I am sure he is right...well part of me is. I have heard that "you are how you think" and I dont want to GIVE myself anything,but do not know when this crazy cycle will ever end either!
Breathing,Yoga,calcium/minerals...nope didn't help me.
HOWEVER,I am thinkful about my heart test results.
So, after that I felt good for 2 days. I have starting working(from home) a week ago a great new job that the pay is excellent and the work,although tedious training is pretty easy once you get the hang of it. I was thinking maybe that this will help me with working and good news and it did...for 2 days. Yesterday I woke up and felt dizzy ONCE AGAIN, and today I woke up thinking "ok its a new day, I love my life I feel great!" Then,just now I started to go through our son's closet and sort out his clothes to make way for new stuff and I felt so dizzy. Then I got to thinking OMG what if SOMETHING actually IS wrong.Maybe not my heart,but cancer, or blood clot in my brain or etc.
I don't know WHAT makes us think stuff like this,my hubby feels with my health I am 100%ok and it is my anxiety and I am sure he is right...well part of me is. I have heard that "you are how you think" and I dont want to GIVE myself anything,but do not know when this crazy cycle will ever end either!
Breathing,Yoga,calcium/minerals...nope didn't help me.
HOWEVER,I am thinkful about my heart test results.