niq
01-27-2010, 09:30 PM
I’ve been officially diagnosed with GAD, but I’m starting to suspect that the anxiety I experienced is just part of a bigger underlying depression problem.
To be honest, I don’t really know what I am feeling anymore. Sometimes I feel a little anxious or sad, but for the most part I feel emotionally void. I am just guessing at my emotions from the way I am behaving. I am lacking energy & motivation. Getting out of bed in the morning is difficult. Quite often I feel an overwhelming impulse to cry.
I don’t know what to do anymore. At least when I was anxious I was motivated to do something about it. I feel like I’ve beaten the anxiety only to fall into a deeper hole. There are problems & stresses in my life that certainly could be contributing to the way I am feeling. But it is really hard to work towards fixing these problems when I am in such a state of mental disrepair. My memory, concentration & spatial awareness are all impaired. I am trying to ease back into work (currently on extended sick leave), but no matter how hard I try I just can’t concentrate at work. If I’m to fix the other problems in my life then a steady income is essential.
I’m not on antidepressants at the moment, but I think it’s time to go down that path. I have a prescription from my GP, but I also have an appointment with a psychiatrist in 2 and a half weeks. I don’t really have a lot of faith in my current GP. I am thinking maybe I should wait to see what the psychiatrist prescribes before I start taking medication. I am STILL trying to wean off the benzos that my GP gave me months ago.
Any thoughts on this? If finding the right antidepressant is just a matter of trial and error anyway, then perhaps I should just start on the SSRI prescribed by my GP immediately?
To be honest, I don’t really know what I am feeling anymore. Sometimes I feel a little anxious or sad, but for the most part I feel emotionally void. I am just guessing at my emotions from the way I am behaving. I am lacking energy & motivation. Getting out of bed in the morning is difficult. Quite often I feel an overwhelming impulse to cry.
I don’t know what to do anymore. At least when I was anxious I was motivated to do something about it. I feel like I’ve beaten the anxiety only to fall into a deeper hole. There are problems & stresses in my life that certainly could be contributing to the way I am feeling. But it is really hard to work towards fixing these problems when I am in such a state of mental disrepair. My memory, concentration & spatial awareness are all impaired. I am trying to ease back into work (currently on extended sick leave), but no matter how hard I try I just can’t concentrate at work. If I’m to fix the other problems in my life then a steady income is essential.
I’m not on antidepressants at the moment, but I think it’s time to go down that path. I have a prescription from my GP, but I also have an appointment with a psychiatrist in 2 and a half weeks. I don’t really have a lot of faith in my current GP. I am thinking maybe I should wait to see what the psychiatrist prescribes before I start taking medication. I am STILL trying to wean off the benzos that my GP gave me months ago.
Any thoughts on this? If finding the right antidepressant is just a matter of trial and error anyway, then perhaps I should just start on the SSRI prescribed by my GP immediately?