barfly
03-10-2006, 07:33 PM
I'm 37 and have a wonderful family. It's spring and I have perhaps the most narcissistic and self-serving anxiety. I'm an avid kiteboarder and fortunate to live in an area where I can pursue kiting religiously. However, the off-season has become tiresome and long. I haven't been kiteboarding in weeks and the rain continues. I focus on website forums to tame my addiction. I can't stop thinking about kiting. I even get my gear setup though it is raining and miserable. I'm not focused at work or with my family. I fear I'm going "crazy". Just some kind words to focus me would be helpful. :twisted: