Stainboy
12-04-2009, 11:19 PM
I was doing a little better, but then had an appointment monday morning which involved taking 2 buses (the first of which was 20mins late) and a walk that was longer than I had been used to in daylight. The pressure of being late and then the walk really panicked me and set me back a fair bit for the next few days.
Over one night I decided I really want a car, that it would benefit me in so many ways. To be able to do this of course it meant sorting out everything that had gone wrong with my money lately. There were some problems and mistakes that weren't my fault but because they took phonecalls and going out I had been avoiding them.
But because I had found a goal, something to motivate me, I was able to do it. It wasn't easy, yesterday I waited until it was dark to go out but I did. It was hard coming back and having to see my housemates in the kitchen but that's something else to sort out later.
Over one night I decided I really want a car, that it would benefit me in so many ways. To be able to do this of course it meant sorting out everything that had gone wrong with my money lately. There were some problems and mistakes that weren't my fault but because they took phonecalls and going out I had been avoiding them.
But because I had found a goal, something to motivate me, I was able to do it. It wasn't easy, yesterday I waited until it was dark to go out but I did. It was hard coming back and having to see my housemates in the kitchen but that's something else to sort out later.