BadLuckBettie88
09-07-2009, 02:39 AM
ok so i know I have anxiety, but i work about 65-70 hrs a week at my warehouse and i have absolutely no time to go to the doctors. i was hoping talking with others that have anxiety could help me understand myself a little better... it went from having anxiety throughout my teen years, to over the last 2 years [im 21] having once in a while anxiety attacks, to having them every few days! and now, over the past 6 months, slowly having anxiety issues with everything. including serious depression... i cant even go grocery shopping anymore, i used to be so social, and now because i have so much stress. ive completely drained myself and my thoughts. im about to get married and i cant even enjoy that.. i hate it so much
i cant even go to stores and shop which always cheered me up. i cant go to the mall or grocery shop normally because standing in long lines, or being around all those people, i cant think or concentrate and my heart beats wicked fast, i feel faint, omg i always feel like im going to faint im begining to think i have a terminal disease like cancer because i feel like theres no reason for this, i hate it its ruining my life. =[ i cant pay attention when it happens, i try to pretend im ok but im not, i cant think or concentrate, i feel drugged almost. anyone else?
i cant even go to stores and shop which always cheered me up. i cant go to the mall or grocery shop normally because standing in long lines, or being around all those people, i cant think or concentrate and my heart beats wicked fast, i feel faint, omg i always feel like im going to faint im begining to think i have a terminal disease like cancer because i feel like theres no reason for this, i hate it its ruining my life. =[ i cant pay attention when it happens, i try to pretend im ok but im not, i cant think or concentrate, i feel drugged almost. anyone else?