TylerBC
07-20-2009, 01:57 AM
Hello all.
I first got anxiety a long time ago. It wasn’t that bad, I worked through it.
Then recently, I had a huge panic attack when I started freaking out thinking I had schizophrenia. I researched a lot and found that a lot of other people had this obsession. But alas, even after I understood logically that I didn’t, the anxiety stuck around and now I’m currently dealing with that.
I read Panic Away and it’s helping me. So far I’m just taking baby steps. But sleeping is hell. As soon as I close my eyes to try and fall asleep, my mind starts racing. It jumps up. I know a lot of people have mind chatter, but it’s just so intense. I’ll start talking to myself and even visualizing people and talk to them. It happens very shortly after I close my eyes when my body starts relaxing. It never happens during the day, only when I lay down to go to sleep. As soon as I realize I’m doing it, I try to calm down but the fear that I’m going nuts comes back.. Like I get afraid that I’m not going to realize I’m doing it and that I am schizophrenic.
I’m so scared and so worn out. Am I crazy?
I first got anxiety a long time ago. It wasn’t that bad, I worked through it.
Then recently, I had a huge panic attack when I started freaking out thinking I had schizophrenia. I researched a lot and found that a lot of other people had this obsession. But alas, even after I understood logically that I didn’t, the anxiety stuck around and now I’m currently dealing with that.
I read Panic Away and it’s helping me. So far I’m just taking baby steps. But sleeping is hell. As soon as I close my eyes to try and fall asleep, my mind starts racing. It jumps up. I know a lot of people have mind chatter, but it’s just so intense. I’ll start talking to myself and even visualizing people and talk to them. It happens very shortly after I close my eyes when my body starts relaxing. It never happens during the day, only when I lay down to go to sleep. As soon as I realize I’m doing it, I try to calm down but the fear that I’m going nuts comes back.. Like I get afraid that I’m not going to realize I’m doing it and that I am schizophrenic.
I’m so scared and so worn out. Am I crazy?