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MakeItStop
12-13-2008, 10:43 AM
Hello everyone, I'm hoping that with joining this forum that I can get some greatly needed advice and help.

I'm 23 and have had anxiety on and off for about 4 years now. I've been doing really well for the past year now (I even took a trip, which I once thought was impossible) but 2 week ago, it decided to come and terrorize me once again, and this time, it came with a vengeance!! The symtoms are much more severe than before and the panic attacks are worst too. I've been to the emergency room twice and the doctor's once this week alone. I have asthma and at first I thought it was my asthma acting up but they said that everything was normal and that nothing was wrong. Even though I know I've been having anxiety I don't agree that there's nothing wrong.

I do not want to have to live with this for years again before it get's better. I'm afraid to leave the house, I don't feel comfortable being home alone, I don't feel like myelf at all. After a panic attack I cry for hours not knowing what else to do. Generally I am a very happy go lucky, social person but my anxiety make it very hard for me to stay that way.

I've been feeling very short of breath and alot of heaviness on my chest and all I want to do is stay in bed. And if I am feeling fine, I just keep thinking of how I do feel when I am anxious until I feel that way.

I would love to get feedback on how other people cope with anxiety. I would greatly appreciate any comments, feedbacks or just conversation.

Thank you

Canary
12-24-2008, 09:08 AM
welcome to the forum, i hope you find the help you're looking for here.

dontworrybehappy
12-27-2008, 06:28 PM
Hello everyone, I'm hoping that with joining this forum that I can get some greatly needed advice and help.

I'm 23 and have had anxiety on and off for about 4 years now. I've been doing really well for the past year now (I even took a trip, which I once thought was impossible) but 2 week ago, it decided to come and terrorize me once again, and this time, it came with a vengeance!! The symtoms are much more severe than before and the panic attacks are worst too. I've been to the emergency room twice and the doctor's once this week alone. I have asthma and at first I thought it was my asthma acting up but they said that everything was normal and that nothing was wrong. Even though I know I've been having anxiety I don't agree that there's nothing wrong.

I do not want to have to live with this for years again before it get's better. I'm afraid to leave the house, I don't feel comfortable being home alone, I don't feel like myelf at all. After a panic attack I cry for hours not knowing what else to do. Generally I am a very happy go lucky, social person but my anxiety make it very hard for me to stay that way.

I've been feeling very short of breath and alot of heaviness on my chest and all I want to do is stay in bed. And if I am feeling fine, I just keep thinking of how I do feel when I am anxious until I feel that way.

I would love to get feedback on how other people cope with anxiety. I would greatly appreciate any comments, feedbacks or just conversation.

Thank you

Im also suffering your symtoms... I try talking myself out of it, concentrate on my breathing and slowly bring it down to normal... if my heart is also racing I have 1mg. ativan that I take...if it gets real bad I take 2 mg.

im hoping to find a way to eliminate this problem with medication... hang in there buddy you have a lot of company.

Mark

IzzyB
12-28-2008, 08:43 PM
Hello dontworrybehappy!

I suffer as you do. I'm 32 and I've been suffering from severe anxiety and panic attacks since I was 19!
I was on medication since 2004, and today I am medication free! Have been for the past 6 months!!
I was difficult when I relapsed in September, but I persevered and councelled myself on how to deal with my mental anxieties.

I've had all the symptoms you're experiencing and worse.

How have I persevered?

1. Strongly suggest you read "Panic Away"...totally help me understand that the brain can be trained to think positively...we need to "Ride" our symptoms, not "run away" from them!

2. Journal your thoughts daily and end with "I WILL" statements...I've been doing this since my relapse

3. Listen to "visualization" meditations on CD, tape or iPods...download them

4. Talk to your anxiety everyday....the chemcial reaction in your brain will reverse itself

Reply back for more tips. WE CAN DO IT! WE DON'T DESERVE TO FEEL THIS WAY!

Hope this helps!

IzzyB