Gents
01-31-2017, 04:22 PM
Through my battle with depression and anxiety, I've discovered many things that will help me feel better, one being having a copious amount of ambition which involves a ton of internal drive, listening to motivational speakers during the day, and putting in tons of work to achieve personal goals.
For the passed week its been great I've finally seen some lights, but its a common pattern that whenever I have these HUGE highs, I also simliar HUGE lows. Now I'm upset because Im afraid to pursue that ambition again because I don't want to have a huge comedown. Is this a symptom of being bipolar? I really do want to achieve a lot in my life but this holds me back so much and it makes me think I'm not able to achieve any of it because my lows will go too far.
For the passed week its been great I've finally seen some lights, but its a common pattern that whenever I have these HUGE highs, I also simliar HUGE lows. Now I'm upset because Im afraid to pursue that ambition again because I don't want to have a huge comedown. Is this a symptom of being bipolar? I really do want to achieve a lot in my life but this holds me back so much and it makes me think I'm not able to achieve any of it because my lows will go too far.