A bit about me

[bluestocking]

Hi, I'm Becca. I'm a 20-year-old college student. I've never been diagonsed with an anxiety disorder, but I've felt I've suffered from one for much of my life. Lately it seems to be getting worse. For the past three weeks or so, I've felt extremely anxious to the point of tears pretty much every day. This tension is creating a lot of stress and is definitely negatively affecting my relationships. I find myself crying a lot for no good reason, feeling helpless and worried that I'm going to lose control and have a total breakdown. I feel like these issues are going to make my boyfriend hate me and leave me, because I'm impossible to be with. We're in a long-distance relationship, which makes it even harder.

I'm just looking for support and maybe some help in trying to ease this tension.