lashattack
11-01-2016, 08:21 PM
Okay guys I'm gonna try to keep this short. I had my "nervous breakdown" like over - year and a half ago. It was panic attack after panic attack for a long time. When the "initial attack" started I was in my hometown visiting my Nana and my cousin with my newborn baby. Well, I've grown since then but recently had a ssri poop out on me and started new meds which seem to be working, just not as good as my celexa was. Anywho, I couldn't visit my hometown for like 2 months because of the medicine switching and such. I went down this past weekend because my cousin (same one mentioned before) had a baby! (FINALLY!) Before I leave my house my papaw calls saying my 18 yo brother had been arrested for a DUI. I started getting nervous but went anyway because I knew my Mom needed me. Well, when I get to my Nana and Papaws my brother admits to shooting up. I take my nerve medication and try to not think about it because needle tracks on my baby brother makes me want to scream. Anywho, my cousin with the baby doesn't get home til Sunday afternoon, when I have to leave and before she got home I experienced a panic symptom I haven't had since high school. My face and ears and neck got super hot, then came the pass out feeling. I hurried across the road saw the baby for 5 min and left.
Here's my problem now. Next week is my brother's court date and my mom is off work all week so she wants to go down to visit for like 3 or 4 days. I'm nervous about it because of the face getting hot and stuff. I'm scared I'll freak out again even though I kinda know I won't. Just need some advice or thoughts! Thank you!
Here's my problem now. Next week is my brother's court date and my mom is off work all week so she wants to go down to visit for like 3 or 4 days. I'm nervous about it because of the face getting hot and stuff. I'm scared I'll freak out again even though I kinda know I won't. Just need some advice or thoughts! Thank you!