mrbrocolli
05-11-2016, 09:03 PM
I have four things in my life that has increased the last years, and the anxiety is worse than ever before.
1. Alcohol. Daily drinking until getting drunk & falling asleep.
Fun for the moment but the day after and all other time when im not drinking the baseline anxiety is worsened.
2. Headache medicine that i take everyday to cure the hangovers.
The headache just gets worse and worse and I take it eventually. I guess this is a bad loop.
3. Coffee. Daily intake.
Even though I know i get worse anxiety after drinking a monster or a cup of coffee, I keep returning to it for that small "kick".
4. Daily masturbation to porn.
I am pretty sure porn kills my motivation in life. After i masturbate i get social anxiety and escape from social situations. Also noticing worsened anxiety levels.
I suspect that each one of them can be the reason of my anxiety, but one must be the main culprit or have more influence than the other ones...
When I do all of them I can't even go out without becoming panicky and want to escape to my home. Dizziness, unreal feelings etc.
I have now decided to stop all of them and I am on day third. I have bad headache and anxiety, but I guess it takes time?
Which one would you guess is the one that has destroyed most for me?
I know that you can't see into my brain, but just to get a few inputs would help me alot. Anyone who has been in a similar situation?
1. Alcohol. Daily drinking until getting drunk & falling asleep.
Fun for the moment but the day after and all other time when im not drinking the baseline anxiety is worsened.
2. Headache medicine that i take everyday to cure the hangovers.
The headache just gets worse and worse and I take it eventually. I guess this is a bad loop.
3. Coffee. Daily intake.
Even though I know i get worse anxiety after drinking a monster or a cup of coffee, I keep returning to it for that small "kick".
4. Daily masturbation to porn.
I am pretty sure porn kills my motivation in life. After i masturbate i get social anxiety and escape from social situations. Also noticing worsened anxiety levels.
I suspect that each one of them can be the reason of my anxiety, but one must be the main culprit or have more influence than the other ones...
When I do all of them I can't even go out without becoming panicky and want to escape to my home. Dizziness, unreal feelings etc.
I have now decided to stop all of them and I am on day third. I have bad headache and anxiety, but I guess it takes time?
Which one would you guess is the one that has destroyed most for me?
I know that you can't see into my brain, but just to get a few inputs would help me alot. Anyone who has been in a similar situation?