How do you do this

[goingcraxy]

I am terrified of everything. The fear is so bad that I don't know what to do with myself. I am on Nuerontin, Beta blockers, Clonapin, Remeron, Lexapro, Clonapin and Buspar. But yet the fear just contines to worsen. I was this happy, adrenaline junkie and I loved fashion and shopping but now it is like I have no interests. I am tired of just existing in a world of fear. I think about suicide because this is killing me.