black place with myself..

[cloudy black]

as i type this i am crying and my hands are shaking and i feel alone. i am tired of this dreadful world and its only because i keep pushing through that i am hear. tried to ring my GP surgery just now and they just started togive me a long speel of bullshjit and i told them i didnt need tohear this as i am feeling at the end of mself and slalmmled the phone down.

im sure i will get over meself shortly but hey guys this is the real me aint ti no wonder i am alone