stillme4you
12-03-2015, 06:13 AM
Hello, I'm new here. I've suffered with anxiety and depression, that recently this year has somehow turned into bipolar according to the therapists. Whatever...I'm tired of dealing with this. My husband doesn't understand...people don't understand...why I get the way I do and that it isn't their fault nor do they understand that I can't just "stop". My husband thinks I can just change it but don't want to. It causes me a lot of grief and problems and unfortunately, at 40 years old, it's just going to be with me the rest of my life.
My brother was the same way and gave up at age 43. He told me he was tired of being in pain...that it's just a vicious cycle that never ends and he drank to try to alleviate the pain of how he was but it just brought more pain. That was after one of his attempts at suicide, he finally succeeded in 2008.
It has almost destroyed my marriage...and myself.
Anyway...I joined to see if I can't somehow get some help here.
Thank you.
My brother was the same way and gave up at age 43. He told me he was tired of being in pain...that it's just a vicious cycle that never ends and he drank to try to alleviate the pain of how he was but it just brought more pain. That was after one of his attempts at suicide, he finally succeeded in 2008.
It has almost destroyed my marriage...and myself.
Anyway...I joined to see if I can't somehow get some help here.
Thank you.