asdf1234
09-12-2008, 08:28 AM
well a little more than 2 weeks ago, before school started, i went over my friends house to smoke weed, it was night and i only took about 4 hits, one which was big, when we got back into the car to cruise around, i felt DP symptoms like (how am i moving my arm, how am i walking, did i live my whole life like this? how am i breathing, swallowing, talking thinking, i felt like the world was not real) i threw up and when we got back to my friends house, i guess i ate some pizza and felt normal before i went asleep. the next morning my parents picked me up, and in the car i felt like complete crap, DP hit me again, only this time was a little less bad, i think it was maybe i thought it was worse because of the night time, i dont know, but i felt it was kind of lesser, but only this time, my breathing was horrible (i felt like i couldnt get in enough air) i have a history of having trouble breathing as a kid i had night terrors again i felt like i couldnt get in enough air i dont know if that was underlying my attacks, i dont know every attack i feel like i cant get in enough air. well back to the story, well school started, also i forgot to mention i just moved new school new town no friends. anyways school started, and i kind of felt the hard breathing again, but i tryed to forget to thin kabout it. then the next day of school i had the hard breathing again, but this time i had this kind of tingling numbing sensations all around my body my neck my hands my legs my nose my teeth, nausous. my breathing was the one that scared me the most, i knew i was having a panic attack i just couldnt control it. and breathing techniques dont work because my breathing is hard. now its the weekend and the endt week i have mised school for a week, im scared to go to school again, because i fear the attack i cant sleep AT ALL for the past 3 days, i feel restless, Extreme nausous, my apetite has gone out the window, i BARELY eat throught the day. well after i went home before school from my friends house, i felt reletivaly ok, i mean not 100 percent but ok enough to sleep well eat well i think, but since those attacks at school ive kinda had DP/anxiety on my mind 24/7 which i think makes me feel fatigued restless dont want to move at all. i think i have DP because sometimes but mostly during panic attacks, but sometimes i feel like HOw am i moving my arm how am i talking how am i thinking how am i breathing, i feel detached from my body, its like there doing it by itself, im not in control, is my DP induced from anxiety/panic attacks or is it seperate and do i have a disorder, again this all started after weed. Will i feel the same after meds? i did see the doctor my lungs heart everything is fine, i saw a counselor but he schedualed my meds 2 weeks from now.. which i find ridiculous. will i be fine? im just scared im going to be like this forever. will this go away? will i feel like i did before weed after i take meds??
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