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[AllisonOboeGirl]

Hi,

So I'm Alli. I'm kinda shy so I'm sorry if I don't talk much. All there really is to know about me is that I like to make music (I play oboe and sing some) and all I've ever really wanted to do was be able to help people.

I'm very anxious. I've always felt alone about it and I've been made fun of plenty of times about it. I've never been brave enough to try and join a community mainly because I'm terrified of being judged or turned away. I'm finally taking a leap of faith and hoping it doesn't blow up in my face.

My anxieties and fears are mainly of darkness, silence, and complete isolation. I also tend to avoid mirrors, bathrooms, needles (and bees!), and hallways. Sounds weird, I know. I'm the kind of person that will scamper through the house out of nerves. It's extremely rare to find a moment where I'm not freaked out over something.

My hope is that I can find help for myself but to also help others.

[JohnC]

Hi AllisonOboeGirl, Welcome to the forum. Take a look around ask a few questions if you wish.

[Im-Suffering]

Very proud of you Allison. All it takes is a moment of courage to shape and change the probable future. Out of 70 years, when people look back on life, they will see the biggest changes for the better happened in those moments, whether relationships, work, exploration, or eliminating fears. And out of 70 years, they (the courageous moments) add up to maybe 10 minutes total. You understand? Your post was one of those moments.

[gypsylee]

Hi Allison and welcome :)

[superchick22684]

Welcome to the forum Alli.

[StaceyGirl88]

Hi Allison!

By the looks of those welcoming posts above by some amazing people you made the right decision, girl! :)

Happy to have you hear and I hope you find it useful! Send me a message if you ever want to talk!