Maoi - syrian rue opens emotionally?

[jivangilad]

I have decided to start using syrian rue, which is natural MAOI.
1.5 gr. daily in the morning.
This is the third week.
The feeling is, that it actually helps me very much to open myself, and to do things I was afraid/ ashamed to do.
So I can say openly things that I couldn't.
Can even dance in situations I couldn't.
Positive thinking.
Watch myself, without judgment.
An incredible change, and the experience feels very healing.
I feel it helps me do things I want to do in order to heal, and function. Like a frame that holds me.
It is not always easy, and sometimes the emotions are strong, including fear, but feels very healing and supporting.

Make me curious, since I have read that people reported that SSRI, actually disturbed them feeling some
of the emotional range.

By the way I have consciously decided I want only medicines from natural source.
Makes me feel more connected to the medicine.
Downside, is that I have reduced coffee to only one time a day. More then that feels too much. Otherwise, I
eat everything, no problem and no nausea.