pinkpears333
08-07-2008, 01:46 PM
For about a month and a half, I've been experiencing very painful headaches almost everyday. It feels like someone is squeezing my head or a rubber band snapping on my head. The pain is sharp and can sometimes be very intense. Recently with these headaches, I feel a loss of balance. I felt very wobbly like a pulsing back and forth feeling. Most of the times when I get these headaches I'm at work or alone travelling. It really scares me causing me to react with great anxiety. I saw my doctor yesterday, she referred me to a neurologist. She said that these headaches could not be ignorred and she was really concerned. I won't be able to see the neurologist until August 25. The thoughts about possibly having a brain tumor frighten me. I think, " What if I really do have something? What will I do I have a brain tumor or something serious? What if I end up fainting after these headaches?" Since I get these sensations in public places, I feel anxious when I'm outside the house but I know I should go out to these public places instead of trying to avoid them. The thoughts depress me because I feel like I have to prepare for the worst and deal with the horrible aftermath.
I've had anxiety for about a year and a half. After experiencing many panic attacks, I thought I would be able to understand myself better. However, I've only faced new and scarier sensations and fears. It's frustrating because I feel like there's no stop to it. It makes me feel sad, angry, and hopeless. There seems to be no end. I'm tired of pushing myself and pretending to be ok. There was an eight month period where I didn't have panic attacks or these scary sensations but they have returned again almost everyday. I don't want anxiety to take over my life but it feels I have no control over it at times especially with these painful headaches occur along with the feeling like I'm losing my balance. I feel like I lost myself to anxiety. I want to see the brighter side of life like I used to, I want to enjoy life again.
I've had anxiety for about a year and a half. After experiencing many panic attacks, I thought I would be able to understand myself better. However, I've only faced new and scarier sensations and fears. It's frustrating because I feel like there's no stop to it. It makes me feel sad, angry, and hopeless. There seems to be no end. I'm tired of pushing myself and pretending to be ok. There was an eight month period where I didn't have panic attacks or these scary sensations but they have returned again almost everyday. I don't want anxiety to take over my life but it feels I have no control over it at times especially with these painful headaches occur along with the feeling like I'm losing my balance. I feel like I lost myself to anxiety. I want to see the brighter side of life like I used to, I want to enjoy life again.