Too Anxious to sleep Took xtra Bennyz to Sleepn Not EAT...

[1Bluerose68]

I can't get to sleep right now, but i really want to crash. I cant even control when i go to sleep. Its quite frustrating. But im NOT gonna stay up all night grazing like a horrid cow who's just smoked way too may roaches and has nothing better to do and could care less about weight gain. Im taking my bennyz and sleeping tonight. Yes sir.....I cant stand weight gain, or weight loss plateaus either. I am tired of working out for nothing. I'm just plain jane plumb tired. So tired of trying so hard to do everything right, walking on eggshells, and maintaining w/in the Status Quo. Must keep on trying as I have no other choice. Not a spoiled rich rat with way too many shallow problems to over populate the city streets with.

Good night ALL.

[1Bluerose68]

I slept like a baby last night.

I awaken on weekends by 9am. I wish I could have slept all weekend though. But my relatives cleaned the roof gutters yesterday at 11 am or so and today(Sun), all is quiet so far .

I made oatmeal and raisin w/ flax seed pancakes yesterday for me and my adopted homeless gardener who comes round our place every Sat to help w/ keeping our weeds and lawn under control.

He helped pull out all my very tall but wilted sunflowers from the summer which had grown oh so tall and lovely but had to be extracted from the ground and only my gardener guy could do that as my neck and back hurt me to use the shovel and dig out even weeds from the ground.

No, I plant the living miracles, like I have a green thumb that God granted me, thanks God. But my bro or Garden guy are the extracting specialists.


need to go make some flax seed pancakes for my breakfast. Only on weekends , so I really love these even more so because I only eat the m on weekends. Flaxseed doesn't seem to kick in until mid week though?

Bye ALL