Jess Watkins
12-26-2014, 06:15 PM
Well, my health fears are back, namely MS or brain tumor. Today I feel kinda DRDR-ish, like numb almost? I feel weird. Just out of sorts. Anyway all day today I have noticed very weird and frightening neurological things like my tongue feels weird, like heavy. It feels like it twists and turns...two times today when I talked I slurred and mashed my words up for a second (fear of brain tumor heightened here we go). I have a nervous stutter and maybe it is just heightened because I am really tired right now? I fixed my sleep schedule last week (used to stay up all night and sleep all day) and I have been having a very hard time adjusting to it. I'm waking up at 5 am and by the time noon rolls around I am already tired, but I push myself to go through the day because I am not a nap person and whenever I take naps I have weird dreams and wake up with a fast heartbeat.
Right now my throat feels kind of tight...like clenched. I tried to do a nerve test on my tongue to make sure everything is "fine" by wagging it back and forth in my mouth and found that after a few wags it got weak and went to the side and paused. I am so freaking scared. ALS, brain tumor, MS, brain infection...everything brain related is running thru my mind right now.
Overall I just feel...weak. My muscles get tired after I use them for a few seconds. That can't be from anxiety and stress can it? Please someone tell me you've had this before...
Right now my throat feels kind of tight...like clenched. I tried to do a nerve test on my tongue to make sure everything is "fine" by wagging it back and forth in my mouth and found that after a few wags it got weak and went to the side and paused. I am so freaking scared. ALS, brain tumor, MS, brain infection...everything brain related is running thru my mind right now.
Overall I just feel...weak. My muscles get tired after I use them for a few seconds. That can't be from anxiety and stress can it? Please someone tell me you've had this before...