Sugar High induced Insomnia---AAA.....AAA...AAA..AAA..AAA..!!!!!..!!!!!

[1Bluerose68]

Insomnia is like 1 of the worst precursers to hitting "rock bottom."

Those darn sugar binges have driven my mind to misery.

I now am up, and will be up physically very soon prepping for work.

But, this insomnia puts me into a mental box that i cant just hop out of.

Its misery inducing.

I wish i could just pass up the cake.

No, instead i plan methodically.

I plan ritually exactly where I will purchase it.

Where I will binge on it.

And what will I do next with my glowing chekks, high on sugar

and the lack of sense that God gave a goose to stay out of the direct sun, on a way too hot day....

I really need to check into an ED Disorder/Sleep Disorder recovery Hospice and practice healing thyself in the middle figure circles.


1Bluerose68

[Dahila]

Blue from time to time you need to forget about helthy food and just eat something you crave, without feeling shame of guilt. You are allowed:))

[Ponder]

First of all - you need to give up that figment you call God. We give ourselves what we have - not some fairy tail.

This notion of God is much more damaging than any dose of sugar will do to you.
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Moving on -

Dahila is right - You obviously know what the problem is - turn to something else you enjoy and pull your head out of the sugar jar. You can just as easily flog yourself to death with something else other than just sugar. :)

[Dahila]

I do not want to hack the thread, but my friend in Us told me that she considered religion; any religion the most dangerous weapon. I agree with her wholeheartly.........