EmetSoph
05-02-2014, 11:45 AM
Hey, Im Sophie... (you can call me soph) im 15 and im from England, UK. I have suffered with anxiety for years many with social anxiety and glossophobia for ages... I also suffer with extremely bad emetophobia.. so please try not to even say the word around me because it triggers me straight away... and I also have a fear of having a heart attack... at the moment im going through an extremely rough time with all of it, being too scared to leave the house in case something bad happens. Ive been on fluoxetine for 8 weeks and now being taken off them because ive had a horrible side effect of feeling suicidal which has ended up with me being in hospital for 5 nights. I am still experiencing extremely horrible thoughts and am constantly trying to stop myself from doing something stupid. Im finding it so difficult at the moment and while I was at the hospital they suggested I talked to people on a site with the same kind of difficulties... as part of distraction so feel free to speak because I would love some support right now! Im probably lower than I have ever been before and this is all so much for me! Im not at school anymore either and my exams are soon... so much stress. But yeah just wanted to let that all out at the beginning. If there is anyone my age experiencing the same kind of thing please pop up to me, I would love to speak!