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butterfly82
04-17-2014, 06:24 AM
My husband has retired from the military and we are moving cross country to settle down near family which I am happy for. But getting there is scary. It's scary enough to travel for me even in the car with my family. But we were flying my brother-in-law down to drive the second car for us because I panic while driving. Well he can't do it and it would cost $800 just to ship it. For the first time ever, my husband and I are fighting over my panic disorder (I've had it for 10 years). We can't just drop $800 because I'm too scared to drive. But I'm already freaking out. He said we can take the trip slow and only drive 4-5 hours a day then stop to relax at a hotel till the next day. It's a 27 he trip...so so that would make the trip longer. I just feel so stupid and hate how this has control over my life. I guess I'm his going to have to face my fear, what other choice do I have?