My Story & A Little Help Needed !!

[lushbabe307]

Everything first started at the beginning of febuary last year. I went on a night out with some friends and had 3 xtc tablets, i went home and felt really bad, dead hot red all over my arms face and chest, i was shaking and my head felt really weird. Next day i woke up and i was fine. Until the night when it came on again. I never went to the doctors till about 5days later were thier said i had a really bad throut infection. my temperture was 40degrees and i was soooo ill. Anyway after about 2weeks i felt better but my head still felt so heavy like it had pressure in it. I went back to the doctors 3 more time and i was told i had a throut infection.

Sinse then i have never been my self. My head always feels werid. Not as bad as it used to be. But when i look at things i see them diffenrly to how i did bfore. Like am not really thier n stuff. I have panic attacks i think. I always feel dead hot. i get eposides like 3 4 times aday, i feel shaky, sick, like am going to blank out, i also get really figaty as well. Thier can last for 10minetes to an hour even longer sometimes.

Would you say this was anxitey? . I have had blood tests and an ecg and nothing was found. Ave asked for a head can but doctor said i dont need one. do you think the xct would off had anything to do with it?

[gavin]

yes i would say that the xtc has every thing to do with the way you feel most illegal drugs have the effects to cause anxiety

[lushbabe307]

I stopped taking them over a year ago as soon as i got bad with the flu . And before them a'd only taking em 4 5 times

[dmack0059]

I stopped taking them over a year ago as soon as i got bad with the flu . And before them a'd only taking em 4 5 times

With X.. It only takes one time to cause those effects.. Hell... Levaquin (an antibiotic) can cause that effect after just one pill!!

If you didn't know.. X bores holes into your brain.. If you've ever seen a head X-ray of an X user, you'll find that their brain looks like swiss cheese (literally).. If you took 3 X tablets one night and had only taken X 4-5 times previously then you likely don't have this problem.. But taking 3 X tablets is risky.. You're lucky you didn't OD. One bad X pill can kill you. A bad bag of weed will just make you hungry. LOL

[StevieH]

Sorry!!
But I am afraid that I cannot sympathise with you in any way,as this is totally self inflicted.If you could take that much gear in one night,you could probably expect not to wake up in the morning, never lone feel bad afterwards.I know this sounds calous, but f**k me! I never did nothing like that in my life,and I have had my life ruined by anxiety and nerves,and that is every day for the last 17 years.I am not looking for a scape goat,but I cant beleive that you could do that to yourself and expect to be anxiety free afterwards. It makes me sick that I have to struggle through the system, to get seen by different specialists to try and sort out my physical and mental problems,that have ruined my life for all these years,and I did nothing to ask for them, and you come along after popping a few pills to have a good time.I cant beleive I have read this.
GET F***IN real,and stop taking that SH*T
Sorry if this offends anyone but it does my head in!!!

[DAVIE 28]

Sorry!!
But I am afraid that I cannot sympathise with you in any way,as this is totally self inflicted.If you could take that much gear in one night,you could probably expect not to wake up in the morning, never lone feel bad afterwards.I know this sounds calous, but f**k me! I never did nothing like that in my life,and I have had my life ruined by anxiety and nerves,and that is every day for the last 17 years.I am not looking for a scape goat,but I cant beleive that you could do that to yourself and expect to be anxiety free afterwards. It makes me sick that I have to struggle through the system, to get seen by different specialists to try and sort out my physical and mental problems,that have ruined my life for all these years,and I did nothing to ask for them, and you come along after popping a few pills to have a good time.I cant beleive I have read this.
GET F***IN real,and stop taking that SH*T
Sorry if this offends anyone but it does my head in!!!



WELL SAID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[lushbabe307]

HOW DARE YEH SAY OUT LIKE THT YEH IDIOT !! . LOADS OV PEOPLE HAVE DONE DRUGS. YEH IT WAS STUPID BUT AM A NICE YOUNG LASS JST WANTING TO FIT IN WITH MATES. SO DONT DATE JUDGE ME FOR SOMETHING STUPID AVE DONE.

AM NOT EVEN SAYING AM BAD BECAUSE OFF THT I WAS ASKING COULD IT HAVE HAD AN EFFECT. I HAD ANXITEY BEFORE I EVN STARTED TAKING THEM.

SO BEFORE YEH COME OUT WITH ALL YEAH SHIT NO THE FACTS FIRST

[StevieH]

If you need that sh*t to fit in with your mates,dump them and get some new ones.And as far as calling me an idiot,you need to take a look at yourself :oops: :oops: :oops:
If you had anxiety before ,why take something like XTC or anything like it.
I'm not interested in getting involved in a slanging match with you,as my life is too complicated with my own problems at the moment,and that would'nt be any good for either of us.It's no good calling me names or making threats to me,because if you met me in real life you would probably sh*t yourself or think that I was an OK sort of person.(In person and on the computer things are very deceiving)
Hope you get your self sorted out, and hey STOP taking that SH*T!! ;) ;) 8) 8)
StevieH UK

[LAnn]

Hi Lushbabe307. My brother had really anxiety and did X a few times (had the anxiety beforehand). Well, it made things even worse for him and he was constantly going to the ER, feeling sick or like he was having a heart attack. The doctors did say that they felt the X was a part of it. Point being, you are not alone and this has happened to other people. Drugs can effect people in that way, I guess it amplifies the anxiety. Take coffee for instance, the caffeine can wreak havoc on people who have anxiety. X, like caffeine, is a stimulant and while they are two totally different things, they can both make your anxiety worse. My advice would be to take care of yourself and maybe mention the X to your doc. Good luck!

[lushbabe307]

Thanks Lan. I Went to the doctors yesterday. He said that the anxitey will have not damaged my body or something like that. And its all in my head basically, he did give me a full blood test tho so if anything is wrong this will show it.

I feel better today well better than i have done the past week and a half i think a Sinis infection i had has knocked me off course abit.

And Steve am not arguing with you, you just replyed to my thread judging me and i dont like it. But anyway enough about that. i stopped taking the E last year in Feb i no it was stupid but hey we all make mistakes.

Thanks And if anyone has any good advice for me please post :)

[lushbabe307]

I have said anxitey instead ov E'S on the first line sorry lol . wont let me edit it x

[StevieH]

Hi lushbabe307
Sorry if I seemed like I was judging you,but I never meant to.I'm glad that we can put this behind.I hope everything works out OK with your tests. Like you said about (we all make mistakes)Ive made plenty in my life,you never learn nothing if you dont make mistakes.I am glad that you have finished with the E's and hope that you get sorted 8) 8) 8)
Take Care
StevieH