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shershmiller
03-20-2014, 07:44 PM
Hi all!

Im 19 years old and very new to all this and my anxiety started heavily affecting me about 3 weeks ago when I had my first anxiety attack. Im in university and working at the same time and all of the stress and pressure has escalated quite fast. I ended up in the emergency room twice do to the fact I thought I was dying or having a heart attack. After the initial attack its almost like I was having anxiety about having anxiety. Sounds pretty silly I know.

My boyfriend and I are supposed to be in Cuba right now but unfortunately decided to cancel the trip because I was too scared to go :( I was so worried something was going to happen to me on vacation so far away from home. I now constantly have a fear SOMETHING (I don't know what) is wrong with me. Every little muscle spasm or chest pain or stomach ache or head ache I have is so terrible and automatically think something is really wrong with me

I have such a great support system from my family, friends and boyfriend. Im trying so hard to stay positive but sometimes my mind just wins the battle and gets me in such a down and blue mood.

Talking about my anxiety makes me feel so at ease and reading all of your posts makes me feel SO much better that other people are going through the same thing and makes me realize that anxiety is SO much more common than anyone thinks. I would love to chat with some of you and get to know what other people are going through so we can help one another deal with or "cope" with whats going on in our lives!

Missyme
03-20-2014, 07:52 PM
Hello!

Welcome to the forum - sorry to hear that you are having a yucky time right now.
I am here to tell you that, you are def. not alone in this battle and that in addition to your friends and family we are here to help! :) It sounds to me like you almost have...a slight case of Panic Disorder maybe? Basically, you are afraid of when the next anxiety attack will happen, so you start staying home more...start avoiding to do things that make you uncomfortable..etc. The only thing is, as much as that seems like the safer route - it really isn't in the long run. Take a quick google of "what is panic disorder" and tell me what you think, if its similar to what your are experiencing etc.

Chat soon!

shershmiller
03-20-2014, 08:10 PM
Thank you for the reply!!
One thing I really enjoy doing is working out, eating healthy, staying active and on top of things, etc but ever since this happened I have stopped going to the gym completely and have fallen so behind in school (procrastination- worst thing I know). Before all of this started happening I would go to the gym in the middle of studying or after work to get rid of the stress and clear my mind. The gym was my go to place to clear my head but now I'm afraid to go. I get the odd pain in my chest and all the worrying Ive been doing lately has made me so exhausted so I'm scared that if I go ill put a heavy strain on my heart. Ive had like 3 or 4 ecg's in the past few weeks as well as blood work and a holter monitor and everything with my heart is fine. So I know my heart is healthy but my stupid mind is just telling me otherwise and I just can't shake the feeling that something funky is going on in my body