kaye
03-11-2014, 05:59 PM
Okay so I have a 'meeting' tomorrow for an apprenticeship in Newcastle city centre, no one is free to come with me and I don't know Newcastle very well. I'll have to travel there alone and find the office on my own. This to me is terrifying, before I even think about the meeting itself. I don't have any motivation for this job, at only £20 more than what I get now on job seekers and the stress, travel, anxst, exhaustion and depression that I know will come with a job like this where socialising with a lot of people is inevitable doesn't seem at all worth it. But there's so much pressure to take any job you're offered now. Just really don't want this at all, but I don't want to be unemployed either. Sigh.