F***ing anxiety... Can't enjoy anything!

[AliasEQ]

So, I'm on vacation with some friends. I haven't really been enjoying it so far. I got my dr/dp back and I was having the worst heart palps. My friends does not know about my anxiety and that I got it from smoking MJ. Now they're smoking constantly and I just can't be around them. I hate everything about it. I don't want to tell them, I dob't want to be the one who's "negative" about everything. My gf keep telling me that I should tell everyone. But I really don't know, I'll be left without any friends. Don't really know how to handle this, what should I do?

I was also having heart palps while exercising and I thought I was going to pass out. Should I get it checked again?

Idk whats happening UGH

[needtogetwell]

Sorry you are having such a tough time. Your gf has a good idea. Don't worry about not having any friends, the most worthwhile friends you will ever have will take you for who you are....anxiety issues and all.

Hope your vacation gets better.

[Enduronman]

You know what I'm going to say bruh...

Make the best of your trip and time with friends, then we talk when you return..

Enduronman.. :)