Scdg17
02-16-2014, 12:24 PM
I'm running out of hope. I've tried my absolute best for months. I apply any and all advice from others. I'm getting therapy. I've made plans for the future. And yet, I'm more depressed than I have been in a while and my anxiety more overtaking than ever. Unfortunately, in my situation, I know it's guna get worse before it starts to get better. I'm in a nasty catch 22. I'm tired of being so isolated here but terrified of going back to my life and being vulnerable for more bad things to happen to me. I'm bored and miserable here. But overwhelmed by the amount of things I'm guna have to do if I go "back into the wild." I'm just unhappy everywhere. I haven't had suicidal thoughts since the beginning of dec but they seem to be back with vengeance.