mikecole114
01-31-2014, 01:13 PM
So I'm on anti depressents and I can't figure out why I can't have a fun night out when I'm drinking I become reclusive and just want to be alone I spend most the time in the club hiding from my friends and I don't know why.
Like I'm not doing it in a harsh way I just like feel uncomtfable and anxious dancing and so I will take off my own and then when I spend time alone like this I get in a low mood and then the nights ruined every time. But I don't have the self confidence or energy to have fun. I don't even want to go out but it's only because if I'm not out with my flat mates I will be at home alone and so much worse off.
Can anyone eles relate to this ???
Sorry if you adults on here think I'm being dramatic but I'm using this as an example of why I can't seem to enjoy myself at all.
Like I'm not doing it in a harsh way I just like feel uncomtfable and anxious dancing and so I will take off my own and then when I spend time alone like this I get in a low mood and then the nights ruined every time. But I don't have the self confidence or energy to have fun. I don't even want to go out but it's only because if I'm not out with my flat mates I will be at home alone and so much worse off.
Can anyone eles relate to this ???
Sorry if you adults on here think I'm being dramatic but I'm using this as an example of why I can't seem to enjoy myself at all.