PanicPhobia
12-16-2013, 06:49 AM
So I was on Zoloft for about 6-7 years at the max dose (200mg). I had been in the hospital due to severe anxiety and got on zoloft shortly after I got out. In any case, I was more or less OK for those 6 years.
Then about 3 or 4 months ago I ran out and was off of it for about 2 weeks. Then my anxiety came back in full force, so I ended up in the ER thinking I was dying. I got my script refilled and have been back on 150mg since early October. Now we are in mid December and my anxiety is as bad as ever. I suffer with it all day every day and about the the only relief I get is from sleep. Right now as I type this I am shaking and just basically out of my mind.
So I went to see the doc and he put me on Klonopin as a stop-gap until the zoloft kicks in. This was a month ago (I had already been back on Zoloft 2 months). While the Klonopin helps a little, it seems it's less and less effective as the days and weeks wear on. I could increase the dose, but am anxious about even doing that.
The only thing that helps me is doing something that taxes my mind (playing a game or something of that sort). However, there are times where I just want to relax and be "content" with my own thoughts. It's impossible as I just obsess over my anxiety, my health, etc. I can't even lie in bed at night quietly without eventually just having to get up (no matter how tired I am) to try and find something to get my mind off the obsessive thoughts. This throw my sleep patterns all out of whack and makes things worse. Half of the day I feel like I can't catch my breath and am about to suffocate. It's pure torture.
So anyway, I just wanted to ask what should I do? My doctor told me to just stay on the zoloft. I saw him a few days ago and he said to just stick with it because it worked for 6 years. But now I am skeptical. I have been on it for longer than the (4-8 weeks) that it is supposed to take. Well over 2 months. Should it take this long? Has my body adjusted to zoloft to a point that it's no longer effective?
Has anyone experienced anything like this? Ever had an SSRI just stop working, etc?
I am now at the point where I wonder if the Zoloft is *causing* the anxiety. When I first got on SSRI's it was for depression (never had many anxiety issues). The anxiety didn't hit me until years later. I am at the point where I am questioning everything.
Then about 3 or 4 months ago I ran out and was off of it for about 2 weeks. Then my anxiety came back in full force, so I ended up in the ER thinking I was dying. I got my script refilled and have been back on 150mg since early October. Now we are in mid December and my anxiety is as bad as ever. I suffer with it all day every day and about the the only relief I get is from sleep. Right now as I type this I am shaking and just basically out of my mind.
So I went to see the doc and he put me on Klonopin as a stop-gap until the zoloft kicks in. This was a month ago (I had already been back on Zoloft 2 months). While the Klonopin helps a little, it seems it's less and less effective as the days and weeks wear on. I could increase the dose, but am anxious about even doing that.
The only thing that helps me is doing something that taxes my mind (playing a game or something of that sort). However, there are times where I just want to relax and be "content" with my own thoughts. It's impossible as I just obsess over my anxiety, my health, etc. I can't even lie in bed at night quietly without eventually just having to get up (no matter how tired I am) to try and find something to get my mind off the obsessive thoughts. This throw my sleep patterns all out of whack and makes things worse. Half of the day I feel like I can't catch my breath and am about to suffocate. It's pure torture.
So anyway, I just wanted to ask what should I do? My doctor told me to just stay on the zoloft. I saw him a few days ago and he said to just stick with it because it worked for 6 years. But now I am skeptical. I have been on it for longer than the (4-8 weeks) that it is supposed to take. Well over 2 months. Should it take this long? Has my body adjusted to zoloft to a point that it's no longer effective?
Has anyone experienced anything like this? Ever had an SSRI just stop working, etc?
I am now at the point where I wonder if the Zoloft is *causing* the anxiety. When I first got on SSRI's it was for depression (never had many anxiety issues). The anxiety didn't hit me until years later. I am at the point where I am questioning everything.