Searching for anything good...(sigh)

[jessed03]

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=n-O5BCV11OM

http://i.imgur.com/1o2IVlo.jpg

[Dahila]

Eman never ever feed the dog with raw chicken or any birds. raw only beef.... Not too much a small stake twice a week will provide him with adequate bacteria in his gut. Mix some flax meal in his food, omega 3 and 6... I cooked for mine rice or pasta with veggies and meat, but not chicken, it is too much shit in it....

[Enduronman]

Thank you Jesse for that great pic of baby whiny pup!!. He woke up at 4am and wanted to play, bite,..screw around....my daughter came downstairs to get him as she could hear the ruckus and thank you Dahl for the kind advice too...only beef for him then!

Trying to muster up some energy at the moment, I'm sure it'll come at some point...I hope!

E-Man...:)

[Greggs2583]

Hey Lee, glad to see you've overcame your anxiety and depression, I've also recovered and it's been over 3 years now :) how did you overcome it? I'm interested to know.
Thanks man

[Enduronman]

I haven't seen Lee around here for quite some time...hopefully he'll pop back in he's a good guy for sure..

I'm feeding my bills to the dog now...seems fun!...
How come I didnt pay? Dog ate it....

E-Man..:)

[Dahila]

Eman I was breeding german Boxers for years, and judging dogs in Europe, so you can trust me on this;)) I know how to feed, train or take care of dogs:))

[Enduronman]

Not sure if today is going to be a good day, bad day, or any type of day at all.
I received "word" lastnight that my youngest daughter was at a house, to purchase a very harsh and hard product...meth.
I instantly went into a type of psychotic mode and ordered, demanded her, to return to this house..the words I used were also very, very harsh as well.
She did return home at 857pm. I demanded that she was here by 9pm, or I call out the local forces to go get her and also to visit the house in question..
I would've made that call with 0 remorse and 0 pity for her or anyone there..a raid, at my discretion...just make a simple call..
When she arrived here, she asked me what MY problem was "dude"?....I snapped..
I said alot of things, like a flurry of madness and rage. Yes, I raged lastnight..with words but I could tell I was ready to go a step further.
Then I visit some website as to what to do if you suspect a child of using drugs. It says, smother with love, caring, compassion and understanding...WTF!
It was drugfree. org or some shit..I have no tolerance for her drug use, and all that shit that they're suggesting doesn't work anyway it just looks good on a site.
The police will drag her out of here and take her to the police station for a blood draw/drug screen at my request, she's never had her blood drawn yet,...
May be quite the experience for her, that's more or less what I'm all about anyway.."Shock and Awe"..."Fire for Effect"....
She's actually eating today, soooo, that tells me that she didn't actually smoke any lastnight and she slept too....SOOO maybe the "word" I got was wrong...
I do know however, that she is smoking weed but my position and stance on weed is wayyyyyyy different then it is smoking meth..weed hasn't killed not (1)...

That being said, I may and or may not be in the forums today and if I am, my stance on certain issues may be somewhat strong..jus sayin...
I'll try to maintain my composure and cool..I promise. I'll try....

Have a great day friends and thanks for reading The Saga of Eman too....

Chris...

[Dahila]

I honestly hope that the situation will improve. I would probably react like you Eman. smothering with love works on puppies not on people who are interested ind drugs. I believe in tough love my dear. I hope that it will get better, The age the stupid age does not help either....She will grow...

[Enduronman]

Thanks Dahl...Yes, that website was in fact saying just the opposite..Give them love, show them that you want them to grow and be successful.. YAdda yadda. Shit, that isn't going to work with these girls, it never did they just pushed further and did more stupid shit things. Everything hit the fan lastnight and splattered. I heard her upstairs crying for hours. Good! I'm good at tough love, just not good at "Awl, it'll be ok because you've went from 138 to 122 pounds in less than 2 months hun"....F**k that....

Hugs!

E-Man...:)

[Dahila]

Yeah and smother with love perverts, criminals and yabayabaa give me the shot gun, and I would solve a lot of problems... I am acutally pissed when I read such bullshit

[jjh333]

my aunt and uncle smother my cousin with love and compassion and all it has done is let her know she can go do whatever drugs she wants and she will always be forgiven, even when i think she needs repercussions. it's a hard balance! wrestle with the little pup and try and destress a bit!

[Enduronman]

Thank you so much Jillian!!! He's napping now...(THANK GOD!)....:)

[Greggs2583]

Hey, all things good today?

[Enduronman]

Hey dude..thanks for asking.
After lasts nights rage (yes, I do rage) directed at my youngest daugher and the fact that she uses illegal drugs, today has gone amazingly well.
She's on house arrests, as set forth by the court systems in Indiana. Which means, she can't leave here without me..of which, she had..
Lastnight, I lost it because she left and said she was going to the gas station and then right back home (bullshit) it was 4 hours later..that was the last straw.
I scared her straight. She NOW accepts the house arrests thing and has asked me to "take her somewhere" and if she needs anything to "please leave my phone on"...
I think she finally "gets it" and knows why I snapped. She already has (2) drug related charges and the next time...she's gone for awhile.
Now,..I'm guessing that she's going to focus on Graduating from HS rather than where to get her next "fix"...
Tough (extremely intense and probably somewhat scary) love has proven to be the best course of action thus far...she knows I'm reallllllyyyy serious.
Probably one of the one times that my explosive disorder has benefited me in any way whatsoever,
the answer friend?...Yes, today is a good day!....(maybe it was the tying her to a chair to take her blood part that freaked her out) LOL!!! They do!!!
Thank you for asking Gregg!...:)

E-Man.. (Chris)

[Greggs2583]

Hey dude..thanks for asking.
After lasts nights rage (yes, I do rage) directed at my youngest daugher and the fact that she uses illegal drugs, today has gone amazingly well.
She's on house arrests, as set forth by the court systems in Indiana. Which means, she can't leave here without me..of which, she had..
Lastnight, I lost it because she left and said she was going to the gas station and then right back home (bullshit) it was 4 hours later..that was the last straw.
I scared her straight. She NOW accepts the house arrests thing and has asked me to "take her somewhere" and if she needs anything to "please leave my phone on"...
I think she finally "gets it" and knows why I snapped. She already has (2) drug related charges and the next time...she's gone for awhile.
Now,..I'm guessing that she's going to focus on Graduating from HS rather than where to get her next "fix"...
Tough (extremely intense and probably somewhat scary) love has proven to be the best course of action thus far...she knows I'm reallllllyyyy serious.
Probably one of the one times that my explosive disorder has benefited me in any way whatsoever,
the answer friend?...Yes, today is a good day!....(maybe it was the tying her to a chair to take her blood part that freaked her out) LOL!!! They do!!!
Thank you for asking Gregg!...:)

E-Man.. (Chris)

WOW!...I don't know where to start, I thought i was reading some book just then...i got totally lost in it, I hope everything turns out well man, all you have to do is think positive and keep calm

[Enduronman]

I'm up, that's all that counts at the moment.....
Cmon coffee and ritalin,..pllleeeaasssseeee kick in!!

Hope everyone has a great day today!

Enduronman...:)

[Dahila]

Eman what do you take to control acid in your stomach? I am on tecta and I am not sure it helps me that much..

[Enduronman]

Prilosec (omeprazole) and it works spectacular for me every day...and I used to get that heartburn, chest pain, throat feeling, none of that anymore Dahl!...

Enduronman...:)

[jjh333]

Eman you should go work on one of those Scared Straight shows where they scare the crap out of young drug users to stop before jail time!

Dah, I like your new picture

[Enduronman]

I tried to get into the juvenile detention center to help those kids, but I scared the shit outta the director because of my juvenile record!!! I got arrested like every other day!!!...LOL!!!
They said I had to have an education to get in there..but I know better. I can read those kids and what they're thinking....I never got into trouble again after age 18.
Not once....YAY!!!!

E-Man...:)

[Enduronman]

Im having a tougher day than i expected...
im having this urge to damage something...
i did try to turn it into a positive thing and organize some of the things in this house..mainly papers everywhere.
i cant type very well...
i tried to sew a button on a coat thinking that would be relaxing, i was wrong..i wanted to stick the needle in my eye.
i couldnt get the thread through the hole with reading glasses and a magnifying glass...
im haviong muscle spasms from the damage in my spine..its affecting my legs and arms and fingers today..
i cant get my pain relief patch because the insurance company wants me to take narcotic pills fisrt that are generic...and dont cost 300 a month..
they just told me this today, 8 days later, after dealing with this fuckin back pain for 14 months....i want to strangle them, or someonwe there.
im also having some cerebral palsy like moments too,,with my hands and arms..i go to a neuro tomorrow.
this pup is chewing my things up na d keeps taking my slippers somewhere else...
im look ing for something good!!!.....shit!!!!


E...:)

[stp4779]

E-Man, I have something good for you... it may not be much, but it counts!

It's... a compliment.

You are by far the most optimistic person I have ever met – either in real life or behind the computer. And you've definitely dealt with more sh*t than most people. How you stay so positive I'll never know! But know this: tomorrow is a new day, another chance to make your day great. And hopefully tomorrow, the pain will subside a little :)

[Enduronman]

YAY!!! I think I'm now out of that odd psychological hell that is either ataxia or seizures....
AND,,, THANK YOU for such a kind compliment STP!! It means alot to see that...YAY!!
I had to call my Dad to help get me to relax my mind and distract me from the weird sensations...yes, I get weird feeling sometimes too that twist me up physically!
It looks like cerebral palsy or MS..I can't really control anything that's happening as my world looks entirely foreign in nature..even though its my house and stuff...
Yes,..tomorrow I have to go have an EMG of the legs..try to avoid this if at allll possible because they are the most painful friggin tests I've ever had thus far...
They stick needle probes into your muscles, with wires attached and then the dude shocks you with them!!! I guess they're seeing something, I'm feeling!!!..WTF!!!

As you said friend from PA,..gotta stay optimistic no matter what life throws at us....even if we look like we are literally "retarded" for an hour or so and don't know why!!

AND..thank YOU Frankie!!!....I think tomorrow will be better, but painful for abit. I'll live to play another day!

whoot whoot!!!

Enduronman...still enduring-on....LOL!!! :)

[spartymum]

Good luck on your test tomorrow :)) from Michigan !

[Enduronman]

Thank you very much SpartyMum!!!....I can hardly wait!! It's creepy as hell and a very weird test to have done...I'd rather lay in an MRI tube for 3 hours...

E_Man...:)

[ab123]

It took me a good month the figure out what your name stands for. You know, you are a huge support system for so many people, it was nice of you to share what is going on with you so we can help support you, there is nothing like having things mentally and physically going on at the same time, Its enough to want to jump off a cliff sometimes. But here we are righting!! Good luck! You will get through this, and as we know that you know. Once they find the cause they will find the right med to make you feel better. Keep enduring on!

[ab123]

Ss mommy, I know why it causes anxiety for you. And me as well. With the svt. Which we are constantly afraid of happening. The urge to use the bathroom is so strong and overcoming because we just used all of our resources to cater to out fast heart rate, and usually after we use the restroom... comes the tired awful feeling and anxiety. At least for me anyways. Hey girl you are still working!!!! That's more than I can say although I start next week

[ab123]

I Can't even reply to the right thread, someone should ground me from my phone

[stp4779]

Haha ab! I read that last post of yours and thought, wow lots of talk of urination tonight!

[ab123]

Right!! I was meaning to reply to her post also, and apparently I wasn't paying attention. :):)

[Boinkers]

god bless u eman. U are a truly special person. Luv u

[Boinkers]

Right!! I was meaning to reply to her post also, and apparently I wasn't paying attention. :):)

My luv u r beautiful. No one can stay mad at u :)

[Enduronman]

I have to urinate right now!!! AB?? BAHAAAHA!!
Thank you all...yes, I only have one choice in this world and that is to Endure...same as you.
Luv ya Boinkers,..and thank you...God bless..I'll let ya know how diodes/needles with electricity running through them/to shock me...goes...geeze!

E-Man. :)

[Dahila]

Eman your urinating does not count. Men have no idea how everything influence woman body, and even this.... Anxiety also cause the hell what; the name of that ???????? Got it it is overactive bladder ; nightmare

[Enduronman]

oh boy...I don't have to deal with that, as of now, but I'm sure that at some point there will be some sort of prostate issue to deal with if I make it to 70!! (Dad had prostate C)....I hate to even type the word...LOL!....I have my difficulties too ya know!! BAAAHA!! :)

E-Man..

[Enduronman]

Ok...
This new dog has hidden my house sandals!...and don't say awwwlllll dat's so cute!!!!
I found (1)..not chewed on just hidden......WTF!!!
He's chewing everything else up...he has an "area" where everything that is being chewed on, is piled up!!!!....grrrrr...

NO AWWWLLLLLL!!!!!

I'm not having a good morning from something as simple as wrecking my routine...sit, put on house sandals, go make much coffee...LMAO!!!
Oh wait,...I seemed to have hidden them!!!

Have a great day...

E-Man..:rolleyes:

[Dahila]

Just take a pill !!!! If you have a set of teeth growing and hurting inside your mouths , you would chew on everything too:))

[Enduronman]

I DID JUST TAKE A PILL!!!! GOING TO TAKE ANOTHER PILL!!!!

E.......grrrrrr.....man...:mad:

[Enduronman]

grrrrrrrr

Found my sandals...not chewed on, just hidden...smart pup!...
This is definately going to take some getting used too...
(sigh)...relax..
Thank you Dahl and 13...

Cmon pills,..kick IN!!! LMAO!

E-Man...:)

[Dahila]

Eman peace, try to enjoy having something which will sleep at your feet with such trust, he is going to protect you when he grows up. They have the instinct.... Now he needs your patience and understanding. Buy for him the huger rope the one with knots or make one
link
clicky puppy whatever (http://www.instructables.com/id/Make-a-Rope-Dog-Toy/)

[Enduronman]

anddd..I'll get "into" some of these other posts today AFTER I get this friggin Neuro appointment over with...trying to get myself in the mood for wires and needles!!!

to shock me, to see if my muscle reacts...well, YES IT DOES!!!...

OH MY......

[Enduronman]

Eman peace, try to enjoy having something which will sleep at your feet with such trust, he is going to protect you when he grows up. They have the instinct.... Now he needs your patience and understanding. Buy for him the huger rope the one with knots or make one
link
clicky puppy whatever (http://www.instructables.com/id/Make-a-Rope-Dog-Toy/)

SIIIIIGGHHHH...I know dear but geeze...
Ok, I'll get him some chew toys or whatever you suggest because he's puusssshhhiiinnggggg my buttons with this pile of things!....:)

E-Man...

[Dahila]

Hehe you must Eman,,, but you must admit that you are not bored anymore with that beautiful puppy?

[Enduronman]

bored....no!

He's chewing up my speaker wires as we speak...or type.

(sigh).....

[Enduronman]

oh geeze..
test is overwith, what a sadistic way to test the muscles...but I made it through. By far, the most painful tests that I have ever had done..
What it does, IDK...theyre supposed to tell me on the 6th.
My mind is abit more clear now that its over..YAY!!!
Just waiting for my Doc to call in some "actual" pain medications for me....

Hope everyone had a good day!!...

Yes, get chew toy!!

E-Man...:)

[Kyle Morgan]

oh geeze..
test is overwith, what a sadistic way to test the muscles...but I made it through. By far, the most painful tests that I have ever had done..
What it does, IDK...theyre supposed to tell me on the 6th.
My mind is abit more clear now that its over..YAY!!!
Just waiting for my Doc to call in some "actual" pain medications for me....

Hope everyone had a good day!!...

Yes, get chew toy!!

E-Man...:)

Eman I sent you a PM man, it's quite important, please check it out, thanks bro

[Enduronman]

Got it bruh...just waiting for any sort of reply...:(

[Enduronman]

Twas the calm before the storm...
After todays mildly painful proceedures..oh how pleasant..
I was doing ok, just minding my own business and browsing the forums and Facebook for a moment..
When to what to my wondering eyes should appear?? Not St. Nick....a 17 yr old house arrest inmate with 3 bags and a basket full of shit walking by..
to load up a borrowed car, to go stay with someone else for a few days..she said..
However, I noticed that she had packed pictures and things to hang on walls, along with a hammer too..
I told her "yer not leaving here to go stay somewhere else you're on HOUSE ARREST AND YOU'RE 17!!!!
She continued to ignore my orders,...after all, I am A Warden of course...I said some very harsh, and nasty words to her.....
She tried to take one other thing out to said borrowed car, parked out front, doors open, and I lost it...
I threw my drink on her, and she says that I also threw the glass at her too..(oh, how pleasant my disorder can be as I lose sight, and view of who is there)...IED
Well, it acted up really fast...so I called the police to come over and visit..not only to save her, but to help refrain me from any further actions.
I was ready to do more than just throw a beverage at her, considering she wishes to ignore me, the law, the house arrest,..and just go somewhere else..
They arrived (3) and spoke to me for a minute, and explained to her that she CAN NOT F**KING LEAVE THIS HOUSE!!!!
I hope that they made their point very clear, because she wouldn't listen to my factual points,..maybe the officers will have an impact on this idiot of a child..
One could only hope, or she goes to jail...jail isn't very fun btw...if you've ever been...
SO,..after listening to sobbing for an hour, it's quiet and I decided to type this New Adventure of Eman The Anxiety Hunter's saga...
It wasn't pretty, but I will eat my own young like a tiger or a lion does if they misbehave..maybe lions just eat them because they're hungry?
I did exactly what needed to be done, she was continuing to do things that wouldv'e ended her up, in prison..I have proof..Hopefullly, she'll learn from this.....
Because if she doesn't, she'll have a very very hard life after March 22nd...when she turns 18, and my feelings, actions, methods,..change even more...

Hopefully, none of you had to deal with such a stressful event but believe it or not I am very calm now...oddly, calm.

[Dahila]

Eman I had to deal with the first event and it was worse for me that having a child without epidural (who used the epidural those day :)) ) The second part, I think you did what you must do. You are trying to protect her against her stupidity; sorry to say that. Do whatever is needed to save her. On the end you are the one who is the bad boy. This I know :)
It is terrible situation.... whatever option you chose it's wrong, so the only option is to listen your heart, and the love you have for her.... I hope it is not stupid and you get what I mean

[Greggs2583]

OMG what a hectic day!

[Enduronman]

OMG..I WONDER, WHAT TODAY WILL BRING???...LOL!!!!


E-Man....:)

[em1]

OMG..I WONDER, WHAT TODAY WILL BRING???...LOL!!!! E-Man....:)

Hi EMan hope
Your day is better so far :)

[Enduronman]

If JESSE doesn't send that penny, I am flying to London to take it from him!!! :)

[Dahila]

BTW you must get cage for the dog, otherwise is difficult to raise the pup, When you can not watch him put him in the cage, or course he must like it, but it is easily done. It will be his shelter and safe place, no one can do anything to him when in the cage. (my late dog loved her cage, it was always open) Otherwise puppy will eventually get to wires and can be electrocuted, one of the puppies I sold died this way, they came to buy another one, you should see them running and my screaming. I was attached to every puppy we had.... Think about it? Eman, and have quiet and lovely day

[stp4779]

E-man, I'm totally down with tough love... Don't get mad at me, I just have one bit of advice. Make sure she knows you're doing this because you love her and fear for her safety. I'm not suggesting enabling the behavior at all, just maybe have a quick heart to heart and keep standing your ground. And maybe you already do, and if so disregard my comment!

[Enduronman]

Thank you all!! So far, it's been an ok day.
Finally got some pain medications for my joints and back and just took the first dose so we'll see what happens..
Yes, my days are usualllllyyyy filled with things that only seem to be on intervention programs, Cops, or some stupid daytime Gossips Programs..
It gets kinda crazy...not just sometimes, most all of the time.
The tramadol seems to be helping me so far,,,weird....
I am definately verrryyyyy good at the tough love thing, considering I have always told them I loved them, but I will also eat you alive or at least you'll feel like I am when I'm in a rage...she felt it lastnight.
My other daughter always use to say "You're not a good dad, what kinda dad calls the cops on their own daughter?"...
The one that is protecting them, from themselves...that's me.

YAY!!!

Have a great day all!!!

E-Man...:)

[Dahila]

I told you Eman whatever parents do to protect them they are bad dad and mom

[Enduronman]

PAIN MEDS:
1. Wow.
2. I am pleasantly Zombiefied.
3. My back and legs haven't felt this good in 20 months.
4. This shit makes Lyrica seem like candy, yet it's only $4 whereas Lyrica is $400.
5. The Germans make some badass shit, even in 1977.
6. I am sitting here and typing, and reading this screen, with no f**king glasses on?
7. I haven't even wanted to take my daily Xanax dose that I've taken everyday for a very long time?
8. I am at peace in my mind, even though the police were here lastnight, my daughter came downstairs and hour ago to say f**k you, and there are tornadoes heading towards my State....YAY!!!
9. IDGAF....did I mention YAY?
10. I could get really used to feeling like this...

TRAMADOL

Unreal, weird, odd, surreal, and a multi-purpose tablet....hmmm

Enjoy this day friends!!

Enduronman....:) :) :)

[Enduronman]

HAAAHA!!!...This is a very odd feeling Frankie.. and I still havent gone to get my glasses to read this yet or type either.. all from a chemical made in 1977?....Oh well, if tornadoes blow this place over then that's alot less packing I have to do to move!! YAY!!! :)

[Enduronman]

I know...and I'm just waiting for a check from our lovely Federal Government so I can throw the $13,000.00 down payment down on it...My check is already nearly 3 times that because they keep jacking around and dragging their feet. I think that if my house implodes tonight, that she'll just go ahead and pay cash for it then hopefully the check would arrive over there shortly thereafter...It's inevitable that I'll be getting it, just dont know when.....grrrrr...

[Enduronman]

How hard is it to send 1 cent???I DON'T KNOW, LET'S ASK JESSE!!!!!!!!

Hell that was at Christmas time!!!!

E-Man..grrrr @ Jesse....:)

[NixonRulz]

well I don't know is it a one cent specifically or is it allowed to be a one penny? If it's the latter then Jesse you can't have excuses can you? If it's one cent then that may be trickier to find in London! ;)

I'll sell him one for a dollar, then I will send it to hima nd he can send it back to the states to E MAn

[Enduronman]

Yes...all I asked for was ONE PENNY!!!!

Ok Nixon, sell that f**ker....LMAO!!! :)

[Enduronman]

1. It's 3am.
2. Been laying there for 3 hours like I was in a coma.
3. This shit makes you numb, but it feels really cool.
4. Problem. I did not take my xanax today...sorry, yesterday. I had no desire too.
5. Well, I'm paying for that now..I can't sleep!!!!!...LMAO!
6. Anyway, for like a couple hours or so, it feels like I have no body so that means, no pain...YAY!
7. BUT, If my daughter plays that song one more time..I am going to take both of my 9's upstairs and blow the computer and speakers apart...waiting waiting...

Have a great day!! Oh, I just took something to put me to sleep too...

Endurom aaaaaaaaaa zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz................

[Enduronman]

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE CHAT ME A LULLABY BEFORE I PUT 16 ROUNDS INTO A COMPUTER!!!

thx..

E-Man. LMAO!

[Terre Nova]

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE CHAT ME A LULLABY BEFORE I PUT 16 ROUNDS INTO A COMPUTER!!!

thx..

E-Man. LMAO!

Wasn't this my thread at one point?!? Lmfao

[Enduronman]

HAR HAR!!! Terre!!!....where were you when I needed help??? Snoozin??? YEAH!!!! thx pal.... :)

[Dahila]

Poor Eman ................

[Enduronman]

Yeah ^^^ see!! Poor Eman!!! ....
Hi Dahl!...

E. WTF-Man... :)

[Terre Nova]

HAR HAR!!! Terre!!!....where were you when I needed help??? Snoozin??? YEAH!!!! thx pal.... :)

Hahaha! Funny Eman!

[Enduronman]

:rolleyes: LMAO!!!

[em1]

Oh well done Frankie :) that's so good

[stp4779]

Better late than never - awesome!

[petrified]

Today threw some curveballs.

My ex phoned as his car broke down and wanted mine to get to work. I picked him up and went home with his insurance details and off he went with my car.

I called his insurance breakdown service. Organised a mechanic to come get me and go to his car. Social phobia and agoraphobia helloooooooo! I am terrified of being a passenger in a car! Grrrr.

I got in the tow truck.......dealt with the horrendous awkwardness of the drive, the fear as a passenger and then standing there while he got the car on the tow truck. Back in again and repeat step 1 !

Horrid as it was and as anxious as I felt I DID IT :) I didn't have to do it.....I weirdly volunteered myself. Glad I did. To borrow from Eman. YAY ;)

YAY, YAY, YAY (sorry E-man) haha
That's amazing well done frankie, it really sounds like a massive a step for you you should be really proud of yourself :)

[Enduronman]

And a giant YAY!!!!! is called for Frankie!!! It feels good doesn't it???? YES!!! Hi PETRIFIED!!!...

Hopes for a good day for us all!!! (the sun is actually out here, weird....)....

E-Man...:)

[Enduronman]

Hooray for Frankie!! You're doing sooooo well I am impressed and your inspiring us all too... :)

[Enduronman]

AND there she goes!!! Proud of you Frankie!!! (keep going dear, your spirit is infectious).....:)

[NixonRulz]

Whoop whoop! I'm baaaack. No panic , went a new way today. I'm drenched but I feel great! Kettle on and can have a pg tip because that's how I (sadly) roll and bask in my own wonder tonight! LMFAO :)

Look at you go, Frankie

Did you take Zola?

Pooch probably loves that you are wandering all around town now, no?

I like reading your successes

[Enduronman]

A good day soooooo farrrrrrr....
Taking this pup to go see my moms pup...(shitzu)...
Should be interesting and fun!..My pup is abit bigger and more playful. YAY!!!
Maybe go look at a house too..
So far, so good, but that can always change in an instant...
I'll take it for now!

Have an awesome day all!!!!

Enduronman... :D

[Enduronman]

LMAO^^^!!! Yup...little shitzu is going to have a fight on his hands fa sho!.

Have a great day bruh!!... :)

[Dahila]

the little one is going to be stressed out a lot. send him here Eman ;))

[Enduronman]

Good day!
The shitzu was petrified of Dureaux...but at least my pup enjoyed chasing him around..
Now, just settling back in to home life.

Hopes that everyone had a good day today! :)

E-Man....

[Enduronman]

I am searching for something GOOD!!!

I am searching my mail for a friggin PENNY!!!!

Yeah, everyone knows now...It's almost friggin March!!! Send it!!!!..

Or...I will have to Jason Bourne yer ass and come over to London... LMAO!!!

Have a great day....I'm waiting for my great day to happen...

E-Mannnnnnnnnnnnn......... :D

[Enduronman]

I'm happy because Jesse is sending my penny!
I'm happy because Dweeb came back into the forums to share her story to help others with that same fear that she lived with!
I'm happy because many people here are recovering and are working hard towards their recovery!
I'm happy because I slept well, and I slept with my legs touching (couldnt do that because of pain) and the new meds are helping me to feel better...Yay Tramadol!
I feel pretty good so far, nothing has exploded around here, my daughter actually went to school yesterday, and she's eating too so I know she's off the harsh drug..METH
I hope that everyone else can find something good about their day too, even if its small, just one good thing!...

Have a great day all!!

Enduronman :D

[Dahila]

Eman that's wonderful news:))

[Enduronman]

Yes!! and it just got better because Dweeber's thread just helped Stocktona!
I think that's awesome too, I just get so excited to see people come on here and make a positive change or adjustment,..
it gives me the chills!!...
You seem to be doing quite well today too Dahl and it is always great to see you on here too by the way...
I'm sending happy thoughts your way right now, but it won't take 12 to 24 days to get there!!

YAY!!!

E-Man.. :)

[jessed03]

The post is insured for upto £40.

If the penny gets lost, we're at a profit. I'll be able to send you 4000 more!! :cool:

[Enduronman]

LMAO!!!

They asked me what my shipment was worth too,..I told them $0!...Maybe mine was insured too though!
Hopefully it doesnt get lost, I need that first effort, first sent, first penny found on your floor because its the lucky one!!
You never did tell me which of those supplements that you like the best?????

E-Man... :)

[jessed03]

The DHEA is good. I like that stuff. Can't explain what it does, but it's given me a lot of assurance. Good for mood too.

I sent 2 dollars in with the penny so you can do the lottery LOL

[jessed03]

You may not be getting a penny bruh. You may be getting...

A hundred million dollars

[Enduronman]

HAHA!!! OK!! I will do the lottery with it, and if I win..you win too!! (cuz that's how I am) and considering youre sending it with a lucky penny, you never know...
When I get some friggin money in around here, I'll send some more DHEA over there...
I thought that would be your favorite, a steroid (hormone)...Yes, helps with mood!..I take it everyday. 25mgs am, 25mgs pm....it makes me feel good.
Thanks Bruh!!!

:)

[Enduronman]

You may not be getting a penny bruh. You may be getting...

A hundred million dollars

Hell we may own our own jets then!!!
Fly back and forth and go places around this world!!
You'll see what that penny does...I promise you that.
I just don't know "what" yet, but it will do something positive...gaurenteed..

E-Man.. :)

[jessed03]

I sent two pennies btw, one for you, one for Duro.

I was gonna send like 15 pennies, glued to paper in an E shape, but thought, what does someone want with 15 pennies right!!

We're cursed sending stuff to each other man ;)

We've had really bad flooding in the south of England, which has back logged the post a bit. I know you had the snow storm business at Christmas.

[jessed03]

This is how quite a lot of England has looked lately. Fuark

http://www.stgeorges.co.uk/blog/wp-content/uploads/2012/11/English-rain-and-flooding.jpg

[jessed03]

Postmen be like, I ain't delivering in no water... Take that letter back to backlog bruh

[Enduronman]

OMG!

Dude, I had no idea..I don't watch the news in fact I don't really watch tv...but that shit is crazy man!!
Is this something that is new to England or do you have flooding often or like never???
Look at those shops under water, man I'm sorry to see and hear this....
BUT, it will all end now...because you sent that... Just watch!!! The rains will end...
Are you having to tredge through this to get places and such??
Are the food stores even open????

E-Man...

[Enduronman]

Yes,..I'll remember my good ole pal Frankie too!!... :)

[jessed03]

Thankfully there's no flooding in London, but in so many parts of the country trains were delayed cos of storm damage, towns were flooded, people evacuated. Mental.

I think el Lukio had some flooding.

Natures bringing the Atlantic Ocean to my door, so I can throw the penny out of the window, and it'll sail straight to you

[jjh333]

random story:

I went to a mardi gras puppy parade on sunday and I love dogs (there were thousands all dressed up), and then bare naked ladies (the band not literal naked women) played a free concert. This dog was painted like a tiger and might be the happiest I will ever look. talk about a time when you felt happy to be alive!11171118

[Enduronman]

That is great Jillian!! Yes, that is a real smile and real happiness there fa sho!!...So happy that you're feeling better and having some fun too!!...Yes, and that band name used to pack bars when then first started, marketing worked like a charm!!..

E-Man... :)

[Dahila]

Incredible how dogs, and animals can make us happy. Awesome

[jessed03]

Haha ah that's funny. Dog tiger :)

[jessed03]

Eman... Get the fuaaark online. I've been posting to myself since 6am. This is the graveyard hour.

[jessed03]

Duro, Duro... Go wake Eman up boy. Gooood boy. I'll go get you some treats if you do.

[jessed03]

Duro NO! Leave that slipper alone. I said go get Eman

[jessed03]

Duro where are you going? Don't go back to bed!!! Wake up sleepy!

[jessed03]

http://www.laurenspieller.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/02/funny_dog_gif__by_nacklover9-d5hu3hy.gif

[Enduronman]

Holy shit like 9 posts in a row, ending with some fuarked up dog that needs some furzac to calm him down....BAHAAAAAHA!!! I'm up gawd!!! :)

Have a good day bruh..it's winter still over here at 9deg. brrrr

Eman. :)

[jessed03]

Duro!!! You did it, you're like Lassie!!!!

Sup bruh. I don't like posting at regular English times. No ones on :rolleyes:

It's not bad here, around 14. Sunnier rather than warm though.

Good sleep?

[Enduronman]

Dudddeee!! I havent seen that dog yet this am...
That's friggin weird plus he's usually up twice at night to play and bark, he didn't do that either but I can hear him snoring.
I slept well but I am still tired man and I don't know why..
14 is still cold dude!!..

[jessed03]

Yeah but like the sun is tricking my mind telling me it's warm. It's really bright, and blue, and birds are tweeting. It's tricking me into thinking it's summer.

Haha you can hear him snoring. When I used to have my old dog, I used to whisper in his ear 'Cats are coming', and his legs would always twitch. I don't even know what dogs dream about, but it seems intense.

It's one guy quieter today, after Ponder decided to perhaps take a break.

[jessed03]

I feel like I'm letting the side down. This anxiety/depression is a vicious friggin cycle. Sorry this should not be in the something good thread at all.

Hey it's fine Frankie!!

Sometimes you've got to win ugly.

What's the weather like there in Green country?

[Enduronman]

Yes, you're always welcome here Frankie!!!
That was a tough challenge dear, it will pass...and you will get those shots too.
I Know IT!..

E-Man.. :)

[Enduronman]

Its OK dear Frankie....
Sorry I havent been on here yet today, I may have tried earlier but Ive been on the couch asleep since...
Terrible headache..I never resort to taking tylenol but I did because of all the other things I take.
Head is still throbbing...
Going to try to go into the forums now....:)

[Enduronman]

1000 mgs tylenol
2mg Abilify
1mg Xanax
25mg Atenolol
20mg Ritalin
50mg Tramadol
1 pot of coffee...= HEADACHE IS ALMOST GONE!!! YAY!!!!
and I actually just laughed when I typed that too....BAAAHA!!
I can NOT drink NOT even a beer with all these meds because this is the result AND I didn't get out to get my pics today either!!!!

xxx

Enduronman.. :)

[jessed03]

It must be very challenging to keep track of what you've taken throughout the day without making errors Eman.you have all your sups too. I think I would miss dome and double up by accident on others!

That's a good point actually. Even the few sups I take I forget if I've taken my dose or not.

Eman do you keep everything in something like those medicine compartments that you buy. Surely you don't do it by memory??

[Enduronman]

All done by memory friends!! And yes, I know what I take in the morning, afternoon, evening,..times, amounts, tablets, all that. I've always had a kind of photographic memory....luckily! and yes, I take all my supps in the am and the only one I take twice is calcium/D and DHEA... :)

[Enduronman]

Thank you Frankie!!
I feel pretty good too,..love helping people and I slept for like 14 hours I think too..(headache is gone)...Thank God!
Hope your day got better, and I hope it stays better too...
I'm going to read some of your threads to see how you're doing too...
Hugs from America!

Enduronman.. :)

[petrified]

1000 mgs tylenol
2mg Abilify
1mg Xanax
25mg Atenolol
20mg Ritalin
50mg Tramadol
1 pot of coffee...= HEADACHE IS ALMOST GONE!!! YAY!!!!
and I actually just laughed when I typed that too....BAAAHA!!
I can NOT drink NOT even a beer with all these meds because this is the result AND I didn't get out to get my pics today either!!!!

xxx

Enduronman.. :)

I surprised you don't rattle when you walk after taking all them :-)
Pleased your headaches nearly gone!
Have a great day/evening/night everyone :-)

[jessed03]

Haha Han :)

Duro, you know what to do. Go wake up Eman again.

[Enduronman]

Having a great day so far!
Gotta go get some needles though for an injection...
and go get an injection in a hour too...
Oh well, could be worse...I could taunt myself!! LMAO!!!

Have a great day all!!!....

Your pal,
Mr Dumbass Enduronman.. :)

[jessed03]

If you call yourself Mr Dumbass Enduroman, your initials would be D Eman

You DE MAN

[AliasEQ]

If you call yourself Mr Dumbass Enduroman, your initials would be D Eman

You DE MAN

Hahahah lmao!

[Enduronman]

BAHAAAHA!!!

De EMan... LMAO!! :)

[jessed03]

Just as Alias is back, Cimi is leaving. You two are great together, you need to be on at the same time more often!

They're the future Eman. They're the future Anxiety Hunters

[jessed03]

How were your jabs btw?

[Enduronman]

Yes, they are...and Cimi will return too.

The needles were just fine bruh, when you've had it done every week since Jan of 13,..you tend to get used to it..just like another day. Shot #60! YAY!!!

DId I send you a message yesterday am about someone here on the forums, that will hopefully not be on the forums anymore..by chance??..Was that you I sent it too?

[jessed03]

That was indeed me you sent it to, yes!

[Enduronman]

Ok..just wanted to be sure that I was aware and wanted you to be too bruh...

Have a good day brutha from anutha mutha...LMAO!... :)

[Dahila]

:))..................

[jessed03]

:))..................

Oh yeah, Dahila also saw. When someone sends me a message, Dahila gets it too. I don't know why. My inbox is broken :)

[Enduronman]

HAAHAA!!! Really?????? How in the hell does that work??????

[Dahila]

Eman I do not know, but I am happy to be backed up by your opinion, which is same as mine:) Thank you bru!!!!!
There was a moment I felt like an idiot. Everyone is ok with it except me?

[Enduronman]

I am not OK with him, if that's what you're referring too? He just sent me a message on facebook that said F>U>...and that's all I chose to read...deleted the rest. If we are talking about the same thing, same person, I dont want his sorry ass around here again...he is a pathetic piece of useless work. Enough was enough...I saw through him.

[jessed03]

It's funny why all my inbox messages go to Dahila. Lucky it's just people making friends, and discussing some problems we have that she has the same opinions on anyway.

Imagine if someone sent me a message saying 'I don't like Dahila, and her soaps are too greasy'... And it goes straight through to her ;) there would be a war hehe

[Dahila]

I am not OK with him, if that's what you're referring too? He just sent me a message on facebook that said F>U>...and that's all I chose to read...deleted the rest. If we are talking about the same thing, same person, I dont want his sorry ass around here again...he is a pathetic piece of useless work. Enough was enough...I saw through him.
So I did and I told that much in his thread, then got rid of him on FB :)) when a thread is stinking it is a pile of sh****t ;0


It's funny why all my inbox messages go to Dahila. Lucky it's just people making friends, and discussing some problems we have that she has the same opinions on anyway.

Imagine if someone sent me a message saying 'I don't like Dahila, and her soaps are too greasy'... And it goes straight through to her there would be a war hehe
I would cry .....................:shock:

[Fourteen14]

It's funny why all my inbox messages go to Dahila. Lucky it's just people making friends, and discussing some, problems we have that she has the same opinions on anyway. Imagine if someone sent me a message saying 'I don't like Dahila, and her soaps are too greasy'... And it goes straight through to her ;) there would be a war hehe

Speaking of your inbox Jesse........yours was full "I typed out a small novel on my iPhone in my lunch break no less!!!!

"Unfortunately your message cannot be sent as mr popular is not taking any calls" ....FULL!!

I would hate to see the state of your kitchen pedal bin!! I bet you ram empty plastic bottles in the top don't you? :D

[jessed03]

I'm gonna have to contact some one. My inbox is empty. Has been since last night.

Message things to Dahila in future, I'll get them don't worry ;)

I had this thought earlier that I am really Dahila, and I'm having a psychotic breakdown. That there is no jessed03!!!!

[Fourteen14]

I'm gonna have to contact some one. My inbox is empty. Has been since last night. Message things to Dahila in future, I'll get them don't worry ;) I had this thought earlier that I am really Dahila, and I'm having a psychotic breakdown. That there is no jessed03!!!!

According to the locals you've had more faces than the town hall clock ;)

[jessed03]

According to the locals you've had more faces than the town hall clock ;)

Haha.

I do at least hope that when I do come out of my possible episode, that I have the same kind of intelligence as John Nash.

If I snap out of it and I'm an alcoholic street walker, I'm throwing my meds in the bin and sticking to with jessed fella.

[Fourteen14]

Haha. I do at least hope that when I do come out of my possible episode, that I have the same kind of intelligence as John Nash. If I snap out of it and I'm an alcoholic street walker, I'm throwing my meds in the bin and sticking to with jessed fella.

I may join you Jesse, paper bag vodka and a cardboard box looks like an easier option right now, ha ha.

[jessed03]

It did Frankie!

[NixonRulz]

Brilliant! Hopefully Forwells is back? Wonder how he's doing?

I was thinking the same thing when he chimed in

[petrified]

According to the locals you've had more faces than the town hall clock ;)

Haha I'm definitely going to use that line!!!

[jessed03]

Eman ya big oaf ;) is that penny there yet?

I need me a lottery win to somewhere hot.

[jessed03]

No ones ever in in the morning when I wake up. It's lonely

[jessed03]

Wake up with a laugh to some funny dog gifs

[jessed03]

http://weknowgifs.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/03/bulldog-getting-into-bath.gif

[jessed03]

http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-qCeGKy5TZI4/T23jHL7LfLI/AAAAAAAAEuA/8d9F9djLU7w/s1600/funny-dog-gif-dog-had-enough.gif

[jessed03]

http://weknowgifs.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/07/funny-dog-gif-12.gif

[Dahila]

Thank you Jesse, I miss Mist with his pics. I have the feeling that he is well.

[jessed03]

Thank you Jesse, I miss Mist with his pics. I have the feeling that he is well.

I wonder if he'll ever come back. Maybe he learnt all he needed to know.

[Enduronman]

Thank you for the dog gifs...hilarious!
I gotta back ache today..terrible, no reason, did nothing...not hilarious!
Must have pills....

Have an awesome day everyone!!.. :)

E-Man..

[jessed03]

Oh no big bro.

What pills you got for back pain?

[Dahila]

I wonder if he'll ever come back. Maybe he learnt all he needed to know.
For him it was a waste of time to read about poop, pee , palps, and excetera, ,,,,,,, I feel him ;)))
nope he is not going to come back
waste he is such smart wonderful human being...

[Dahila]

Poor Eman, I know back pain, :((

[Enduronman]

yes, and it wont make up its mind...one minute it seems ok, then its a back spasm!..
Hoping that a hot shower will help it out...eeessshhhh....
Can't even hardly think with this going on..

E-Man.. :)

[jessed03]

Feel better soon big bro :-/

[Dahila]

eman bath with epson salts, it is like miracle
try it please

[Dahila]

forwells where do you find them?????????? Lol

[Enduronman]

BAhaaaha!! Thank you much bruh!! I needed that after being asleep for 20 hours....

Hope you're all doing well today!

E-Man.. :)

[Enduronman]

If can't read avatar...it says Anxiety and stress is caused by giving a shit so why not take a dose of f**k it, forget it, and move on...LMAO!

Have a great night all!!......BAAAHA!

Enduronimoe!. :)

[Enduronman]

Tried another one,...can't see it either!!! OMGAWD!!! :(

[Dahila]

I am kind of surprised I am not an action figure by now:)) Frankie it is what it says. Press Control and move your mouse wheel up it will zoom it

[Enduronman]

The Enduronman action figure on sale now at Walmart, get one for the kids at Christmas, Easter, and every other Holiday in Between!!! $24.98.. WHAT A GREAT DEAL! :)

[Enduronman]

At least I'm friggin laughing with this damn backache.....:)

Have a great night Dahl and Frankie.. TEE HEE!!! .......

Enduronman.. LOL! :D

[Niicole Lynne]

At least I'm friggin laughing with this damn backache.....:) Have a great night Dahl and Frankie.. TEE HEE!!! ....... Enduronman.. LOL! :D

Hope ur back feels better!!!

[jessed03]

Yeah, hope you're doing better today big bro.

[Enduronman]

Thank you Nicole and Jesse! Your well wishes mean alot...
However, it's still there and It is still making me very very tired..not sure why.
I just woke up, at 11 am here!!!...and feel like hitting that couch and just watching the snow all day...
Thinking of you all!

Have a great day friends...:)

E-Man. grr :D

[Dahila]

Eman DO NOT use word SSSSSSSSSSSS not anymore
It is frigging cold and going to -24 =-11.2 F

[jessed03]

Stay warm so you don't get the extra tension in your back. Be well soon. :)

Just bought Xabi Alonso for my FIFA team, and thought of you ;)

[jessed03]

hehe...giggles like a little girl. Wish I could buy him for my team too ;) LMAO.

I don't get out enough! Lol

I LOL'd hard! :D

[NixonRulz]

He is just posting a bunch of stuff on Facebook

He must be bored

[jessed03]

He is just posting a bunch of stuff on Facebook

He must be bored

If you have a cup of coffee, you can get to 2000 posts tonight.

[Enduronman]

Hey..YES!! I will put it here too...YAY!!1187

Have a great night turds!!!

Enduronman.. :)

[NixonRulz]

If you have a cup of coffee, you can get to 2000 posts tonight.

Wow. Had no idea I was that close.

Shouldn't we have some type of celebration?

[jessed03]

Wow. Had no idea I was that close.

Shouldn't we have some type of celebration?

You've been here one year. You've averaged around 6 posts per day.

When you get to 2000 I'll bump your first ever thread

[Enduronman]

Was it about mountian climbing or singing around a campfire in therapy camp?... :D

xxx

Enduronman...

[Enduronman]

GO NIXON GO!!!! You go this!!!!.... :)

[Niicole Lynne]

Jesse you're nearly at 5000! Nixon I think you are celebrated everyday here :)

I just started on here and I agree :) good supporters for sure

[Enduronman]

Good people here for sure I agree!!.. :)

[jessed03]

Jesse you're nearly at 5000!

Nixon I think you are celebrated everyday here :)

I think maybe I post too much!

Your average is 22 posts per day. If you continue at that rate, you could overtake me and Eman in just 6 months! ;)

[Enduronman]

GO FRANKIE GO!!!!...You got this giiirrrllll!!!..
We all love ya,..and you've came sooooo farrrrr tooo...Proud of you!! :)

:D :D :D

[Enduronman]

Oh shit, that's just hilarious. I need to find a way of saying more with less!

I had 400 rolleyes!!!! LMAO!!! :rolleyes: :rolleyes: :rolleyes: :rolleyes:

[jessed03]

Oh shit, that's just hilarious. I need to find a way of saying more with less!

And again, if you carry on at this post rate, not that anyone's moaning, just being a bit of an OCD nerd here, you'll be 4th highest poster on the whole forum in it's history, by the end of this month. And you'll only have been here 3 and a half months.

Frankie, you're a future record breaker!! :)

[Enduronman]

that's just made my night! Lmao, feeling highly conspicuous now, slight paranoia settling in!

I think you've just re activated my online social anxiety lol

bahaaaha!!! Laughing my friggin ass offfffff!!!!!.....

[Enduronman]

I just want this fuggin back ache to go away and stay away so I can sit here for more than a few minutes!!! SHIT!!! :(

I will survive.....

I hope..

E-Man.. :)

[Niicole Lynne]

I always wanted to be a world record breaker. I thought maybe in the pool but no.....it's in my anxiety forum! You never know where life's going to take you eh!

Did you used to swim Frankie?

[Niicole Lynne]

I just want this fuggin back ache to go away and stay away so I can sit here for more than a few minutes!!! SHIT!!! :( I will survive..... I hope.. E-Man.. :)

Sorry ur still in pain :( ice it????? Warm bath then ice it??!

[Enduronman]

I see the physical therapist on the 7th, so hoooppeeefully that'll help. Yes, I will try the ice pack friend... grrrr.....

Have a good night all, back to the couch I guess...

I gave it my all!!!

Enduronman... (Chris) LOL! :)

[Niicole Lynne]

Only in my back garden in Australia! I would watch the Olympics and think ....yep. I'm going to do that! Lol.

Sweet! I was a competitive swimmer for about 5 years when I was younger :)

[Niicole Lynne]

Very Very cool :)
I also taught swimming for 9 years

[Enduronman]

Back hurts!
I tried to sit here for awhile....grrr
I get some new meds on Wednesday,..hopefully that helps too
I also see another Neuro on Thurs so he can tell me what he can do about this, probably nothing...disease.
Thinking of you all, hoping, and I'll stop in tomorrow for as long as I can..
Our friend Dweeb has her surgery tomorrow so she'll need us all!!!!

Enduronman.. :)

[Niicole Lynne]

Back hurts! I tried to sit here for awhile....grrr I get some new meds on Wednesday,..hopefully that helps too I also see another Neuro on Thurs so he can tell me what he can do about this, probably nothing...disease. Thinking of you all, hoping, and I'll stop in tomorrow for as long as I can.. Our friend Dweeb has her surgery tomorrow so she'll need us all!!!! Enduronman.. :)

Miss u on the forum enduronman
Hopefully u start feeling better soon!

[needtogetwell]

Hey Enduroman,

Sorry to hear about all the back pain and I can truly relate! Hope the Neuro can help you. And the therapist too.

We spoke about accupuncture a few days ago and I've now been twice and going again today. Can't wait! I'm now getting relief and the shooting pains down my leg is finally easing. Herniated discs in L2-3, L4-5 and L5-S1. Yes I'm a mess.

I hope you find some relief, is the Tramadol not working?

I truly hope this eases up for you miss your words of encouragement you offer to everyone!

Be well!
Cheers!
Pam

[jessed03]

He said he likes the love, so we'll all keep giving it. Feel better soon Eman!

http://adamwmills.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/dog-flips-over-ball1.gif

[bittersweetgirl]

Thinking of you, E-Man!! Hope you're feeling better soon.

[GeneAllen]

Feel better soon E-Man. Peace Bro

[Dahila]

come back Eman, this forum is very quiet lately, I miss your posts:)

[AliasEQ]

Where are you bruh?? I need you here asap. You are my medicatioooon!

I hope you're doing okay man!

[Enduronman]

Thank you all for those kind words, and that flipping dog gif made me laugh too....thanks bruh!!

My back is still killing me, I didn't do anything to cause it, and I guess this damn Tramadol isn't really working. I've been on the couch for 4 friggin days now waiting for this pain to ease up...(sigh)...

Going to get a hot shower, then take some fuggin tylenol I guess to see if that helps me...

Hopefully I'll be back soon.. :)

HELP!!!! I wanna new back!!!!

grrrr E-Man....

[BrookeLynnnn]

Thank you all for those kind words, and that flipping dog gif made me laugh too....thanks bruh!! My back is still killing me, I didn't do anything to cause it, and I guess this damn Tramadol isn't really working. I've been on the couch for 4 friggin days now waiting for this pain to ease up...(sigh)... Going to get a hot shower, then take some fuggin tylenol I guess to see if that helps me... Hopefully I'll be back soon.. :) HELP!!!! I wanna new back!!!! grrrr E-Man....

Feel better friend!

[Niicole Lynne]

Thank you all for those kind words, and that flipping dog gif made me laugh too....thanks bruh!! My back is still killing me, I didn't do anything to cause it, and I guess this damn Tramadol isn't really working. I've been on the couch for 4 friggin days now waiting for this pain to ease up...(sigh)... Going to get a hot shower, then take some fuggin tylenol I guess to see if that helps me... Hopefully I'll be back soon.. :) HELP!!!! I wanna new back!!!! grrrr E-Man....

Eman! Make sure if ur heating in the shower to ice after
Heat = inflammation as much as it feels good
So remember to hear than ice!

[jessed03]

Eman!!!!!!!!!

[NixonRulz]

Thank you all for those kind words, and that flipping dog gif made me laugh too....thanks bruh!! My back is still killing me, I didn't do anything to cause it, and I guess this damn Tramadol isn't really working. I've been on the couch for 4 friggin days now waiting for this pain to ease up...(sigh)... Going to get a hot shower, then take some fuggin tylenol I guess to see if that helps me... Hopefully I'll be back soon.. :) HELP!!!! I wanna new back!!!! grrrr E-Man....

Of it is your lower back, try and move some if you can

My docs always told me laying down is the worst thing to do and get up and start moving

Hope it gets better

You don't seem to have as much sizzle in your "YAY" right now

[Enduronman]

Thank you all again!!
No,..there isn't alot of sizzle in the YAY dept at the moment but I go to the Doc tomorrow too so maybe she'll have a better idea.
I am also going into Physical Therapy on Friday at 8am for a complete exam to see how and if they can help...
AND on Thursday I'm supposed to see another Neurosurgeon for a second opinion since the first one said NOOO WAYYY...
The Back Doc on here said he would just mess it up more after he read the reports...so Nixon, up and about I will be the rest of this day,..somehow.

Hugs and yes, I will try an ice pack too Nicole!. Thank you!!!

Hopefully I will be back in full force by tomorrow..

E-OMG_Man...:)

[Enduronman]

Thank YOU Frankie!!
I have showered, and rubbed some prescription cream on, and and Ice pack under a back brace...WHOOt!! Hope this helps!!!..
Gotta get back into the Doc too...Maybe the meds aren't strong enough??
I am up though!!

E-Man... :)

[Dahila]

Well I slept in the spare room on so so mattress and it is killing me. I have the salve I made myself. Eman I have friends from detroit and had the idea. they can send it to you, so we avoid nosy customs. Just say a word so I know and make some new..... it is not difficult for me, and as sceptical I am it is working, even on the pinched nerves....Think about it ...


Physiotherapy could help. Massage therapy did work for me, but it was not pernament .....

[Dahila]

Frankie I had an accident a few years ago. Few bulging disk, no sweat:))

[needtogetwell]

Feeling your pain E-man! I wish there was some magic potion or spell we could cast so that you can have a pain-free life. Oops, thinking I've watched The Wizard of Oz too many times!

Just click your heels.....if only! And I digress....

Hope all goes well with your appointment today.

Cheers,
Pam

[jessed03]

Ever since I whacked that penny in the post, Eman hasn't been the same.

PDiddy/Puff Daddy was right... Mo' money, mo' problems :(

[Enduronman]

I still haven't gotten it bruh,..when it arrives, good luck will begin.
My back is still killing me today too!!...son of a beyotch when is this going to let up!!!!

sigh

Eman.... :)

[NixonRulz]

I still haven't gotten it bruh,..when it arrives, good luck will begin. My back is still killing me today too!!...son of a beyotch when is this going to let up!!!! sigh Eman.... :)

You need to get this right

It's fu*king up the mojo in here

Be well and be well soon

[Enduronman]

I kknnnooowwwww!!!!!

I'm going out to the doc's at 10 am to beg for something else so I can at least move in ways other than crawling....LOL!!!

I'll be back... Arnold LMAO!!!

E-Man.... :)

[jessed03]

I got my 5000 bro. It's not the same without you here. You'll get fit and get yours soon.

Even Nixon got his 2000. It's all going down. Speedy recovery señor E

[Enduronman]

YAY JESSE GOT TO 5000!!!!!

OMG that's alot of posted replies dude...You are DA MAN!!!

CONGRATULATIONS BRUUUHHHH!!!

Hopefully see you all after 10am..today, in a better shape..

E-Man.. :D

[Enduronman]

YAY NIXON GOT TO 2000!!!

You rock brother Nixon!...always got good solid advice my friend..

Keep posting I enjoy reading all your posts too!!

E-Man... :D

[jessed03]

Appreciate that big guy :)

Good luck at doctors. Give em hell man!!!

[Dahila]

oh such posters:)) congrats to Jesse and Nixon
Eman get what you want, good luck :)

[Enduronman]

well..
She said that she wants to hear what the Neurologists has to say tomorrow first, and also what that Physical Therapy group has to say on Friday to see whether they can do anything for me and if not, she will have to prescribe stronger painkillers.
I guess that will give her the "green light" to go with something stronger than this damn Tramadol and Lyrica..neither of them are touching this back disease issue.
She also told me to push out the Neurosurgeon to see what these other people had to say first, before hand so I can share this info with him too...
What a fuggin trainwreck!!!...but, I'm tryin...doing as she says.
Really wondering what all these Neuro tests means anyway, but she makes sense to wait to gather all info first...
Going to try to go into the forums and see what's happening...:)

Hopes that everyone has a great day!!!

E-Man... :)

[needtogetwell]

well.. She said that she wants to hear what the Neurologists has to say tomorrow first, and also what that Physical Therapy group has to say on Friday to see whether they can do anything for me and if not, she will have to prescribe stronger painkillers. I guess that will give her the "green light" to go with something stronger than this damn Tramadol and Lyrica..neither of them are touching this back disease issue. She also told me to push out the Neurosurgeon to see what these other people had to say first, before hand so I can share this info with him too... What a fuggin trainwreck!!!...but, I'm tryin...doing as she says. Really wondering what all these Neuro tests means anyway, but she makes sense to wait to gather all info first... Going to try to go into the forums and see what's happening...:) Hopes that everyone has a great day!!! E-Man... :)

Hi Eman,
Not completely a washout. At least she is willing to consider stronger meds if necessary, and I'm sure they are.

It's such a long road of trial and error to find out what's going to work for you.

Thanks for the update and take care of yourself!
I care and apparently so do a lot of others here!
Cheers
Pam

[Enduronman]

Thank you soooooo much Pam and Frankie...It means alot to read posts like yours.
Brightens my cloudy day!!..:)
Tomorrow may hold some new answers..That's when I hear what a brain scan, EEG, and a painful EMG all mean???...OUCH!!! LMAO!!

Enduronman..endure...on........mannnnnnnnn BAHAA!! :)

[Enduronman]

Ok/
1. I don't have MS or epilepsy.
2. He upped my dose of lyrica from 300 to 450 per day...not sure if it even does anything anyway.
3. He could not explain the seizures but said there is 'bio-genetic' testing that can be done but my insurance won't cover it if I really wanted it.
4. Obviously, I don't want it..I would rather have ataxia or seizures to be honest with you. They don't hurt.
5. Not a bad day overall I guess, hoping for some good success posts later from some of our other members that have begun this battle!!..I like those...

You know what I be sayin...LOL!!!

Have a great day friends..

Enduronman.. :)

[needtogetwell]

Ok/ 1. I don't have MS or epilepsy. 2. He upped my dose of lyrica from 300 to 450 per day...not sure if it even does anything anyway. 3. He could not explain the seizures but said there is 'bio-genetic' testing that can be done but my insurance won't cover it if I really wanted it. 4. Obviously, I don't want it..I would rather have ataxia or seizures to be honest with you. They don't hurt. 5. Not a bad day overall I guess, hoping for some good success posts later from some of our other members that have begun this battle!!..I like those... You know what I be sayin...LOL!!! Have a great day friends.. Enduronman.. :)

Stellar day for you E-man. I'm really happy for you. Your success and everyone else's make an already outstanding day even better!!!

Cheers!
Pam

[em1]

Hi all :) my something good is i am still doing good in my diet nearly lost 6 pounds and I'm still
Doing my workouts 6 days a week,I'm feeling amazeballs :) I can see my body changing and I love it,I stopped a few panic attacks be4 they started to,maybe I will cut down my setraline soon to

[Enduronman]

Thank Pam, Frankie, Emma, and Nicole too for the good post!! So proud of everyone (including myself for sitting in a Neuro office for 30mins before he came into the room)..
I'm glad that you all seems to be doing sooooooo much better!! I am too...I just took a double dose of lyrica to see what it even does..LOL!!!

Successes abound for many, I love seeing this!!! I know where we all were...and we sure as hell arent there anymore!

YAY!!!

E-Man... :)

[jessed03]

Hi all :) my something good is i am still doing good in my diet nearly lost 6 pounds and I'm still
Doing my workouts 6 days a week,I'm feeling amazeballs :) I can see my body changing and I love it,I stopped a few panic attacks be4 they started to,maybe I will cut down my setraline soon to

That's really great, I remember how badly you feeling at one stage. A great example of how it's done :) also when you've finished your workout program, I'm gonna start calling you Emsanity

Way to go everyone.

YAY!! ;)

[em1]

That's really great, I remember how badly you feeling at one stage. A great example of how it's done :) also when you've finished your workout program, I'm gonna start calling you Emsanity Way to go everyone. YAY!! ;)

Lol this made me laugh
How are you doing ?

[em1]

Thank Pam, Frankie, Emma, and Nicole too for the good post!! So proud of everyone (including myself for sitting in a Neuro office for 30mins before he came into the room).. I'm glad that you all seems to be doing sooooooo much better!! I am too...I just took a double dose of lyrica to see what it even does..LOL!!! Successes abound for many, I love seeing this!!! I know where we all were...and we sure as hell arent there anymore! YAY!!! E-Man... :)

We all rock :)

[em1]

Em, that's great! You are doing so well with your goals program. Lol Jesse, that's a great nickname for all Emma's hard work.

Hi ya Frankie :) sounds like your doing really well to :)

[needtogetwell]

Hi all :) my something good is i am still doing good in my diet nearly lost 6 pounds and I'm still Doing my workouts 6 days a week,I'm feeling amazeballs :) I can see my body changing and I love it,I stopped a few panic attacks be4 they started to,maybe I will cut down my setraline soon to

Thumbs up to you em! Exercise can do wonderful things for us with anxiety and panic issues. And the weight loss is such a huge bonus!!! Keep it up, you're looking great!

Cheers!
~Pam

[em1]

Thumbs up to you em! Exercise can do wonderful things for us with anxiety and panic issues. And the weight loss is such a huge bonus!!! Keep it up, you're looking great! Cheers! ~Pam

Thank you Pam,yes it does,and I find that I've been sleeping better and not staying up as late as I'm so tired at the end of the day
Hope your doing good :)

[Enduronman]

Today's responses: I just take a pill, it takes care of all those intrusive thoughts because yer problem, isn't going to go away...ever.

Have a great day!!!

Enduronman.. :)

[Enduronman]

I got up at 330am...
Weird dream I couldn't figure out..
I'm doing ok dear how about you???
Nope, he's chewing on everything and it's all piled up in front of his cage right now..he puts it all there. PILES of things.. LMAO!!!...

I hope that you have a great day Frankie, you deserve one...

E-Man.. :)

[em1]

I got up at 330am... Weird dream I couldn't figure out.. I'm doing ok dear how about you??? Nope, he's chewing on everything and it's all piled up in front of his cage right now..he puts it all there. PILES of things.. LMAO!!!... I hope that you have a great day Frankie, you deserve one... E-Man.. :)

Oh I've had that crazy dream stuff you wake up and think what the hell was that all about

[petrified]

I got up at 330am...
Weird dream I couldn't figure out..
I'm doing ok dear how about you???
Nope, he's chewing on everything and it's all piled up in front of his cage right now..he puts it all there. PILES of things.. LMAO!!!...

I hope that you have a great day Frankie, you deserve one...

E-Man.. :)

I'm pleased your doing well today E-man :-)

Puppy's are fab, but embarrassing! I remember when my benjie was a puppy he had a thing about my bras :-0. He used to like come running through with one usually when I had guests lol.

It's strange seeing you here at this time of day though!
I hope you manage to forget your dream and get some more sleep :-)

[em1]

I'm pleased your doing well today E-man :-) Puppy's are fab, but embarrassing! I remember when my benjie was a puppy he had a thing about my bras :-0. He used to like come running through with one usually when I had guests lol. It's strange seeing you here at this time of day though! I hope you manage to forget your dream and get some more sleep :-)

Lol that's so funny,thank god my dog has never done anything like that YET lol

[needtogetwell]

I got up at 330am... Weird dream I couldn't figure out.. I'm doing ok dear how about you??? Nope, he's chewing on everything and it's all piled up in front of his cage right now..he puts it all there. PILES of things.. LMAO!!!... I hope that you have a great day Frankie, you deserve one... E-Man.. :)

That's really funny! A pup hoarding it's chewed stuff!

I am convinced that my pup has a paper product fetish, paper towels, toilet paper, Kleenex, newspaper, cardboard. It's all fair game for her, she doesn't discriminate. About now the paper recycle bin is locked behind closed doors. Lol

Hope your day is a good one!
Cheers
Pam

[Enduronman]

Yes, I went back to sleep because I was being awnry...and you girls let me know it too!!
I saw the physical therapist today and she said NO to weightlifting because it could re-awaken the disease that put me there in the first place..grrrr...
She's going to take it easy on me for 6 weeks and then re-assess....
Nothing else, just a good day otherwise!
Hope you have a great day too Frankie, Pam, Dahl,.Hannah, Nicole, Blessed, Brooklyn, and my other friends and bruh roadies too!!

E-Man.. :)

[Dahila]

Eman I had the feeling that she is right, it seems like you need a new hobby, what about Duro? He should be trained everyday at least 15-20 times a day, then regular correcting thingy, It should keep you up for most of the day. He is going to be much stronger than you are, believe me, I know that dogs, and they are disaster when not trained properly;))
I was almost killed by untrained one year old boxer, and they are only 50 pounds or so.... Hard work man ,
I am really sorry to hear about it, I am...

did you check your messages Eman?
tomorrow i am going to do it:)

[Enduronman]

Since it's the weekend,..I am now Bernie, from Weekend at Bernies! LMAO!...

Hopefulllllllyyy everyone has a great weekend..

Bernie. :)

[needtogetwell]

Since it's the weekend,..I am now Bernie, from Weekend at Bernies! LMAO!... Hopefulllllllyyy everyone has a great weekend.. Bernie. :)

You too Bernie!!!! Thank goodness it's Friday!

[Enduronman]

I just wish I could find some energy somewhere!!!...grrrrr... :)

[needtogetwell]

I just wish I could find some energy somewhere!!!...grrrrr... :)

Any chance you can tap into your pups energy??? Oh no maybe not a good idea....you might start chewing stuff and piling it up beside your computer....a good meal and a good sleep that's my prescription!

[Enduronman]

If anyone has something good about their day to throw in here, please do so!!
My day isn't "bad" just trying to find something good in it..
As you know, I have a lil puppy..a 9 week old, 20 friggin pound, french mastiff....
He hates it when anyone wants to talk to me whether a friend, a family member, or even if this damn phone rings he will wake up and be right here barking at me!!!
He then wants to be held on my chest and shoulder, like he's a friggin baby human!!....
Then he won't stop licking my neck and ear and if you're laughing, then that's a good thing but I had noooo idea it was going to be like this...
He also like to hide my shoes, just one of them so I can't leave!!!
He does like to ride in the car though, but he wants to sit on my friggin lap and stare out the window...I am not going to allow that nor the hold me crap for long..
He's going to be a 160+ pound dog!!! That's all slobbery and shit too!!!!.....(sigh)..grr
Ok, something good...I have coffee!! and I am not in much pain either so I think I will take this terd for a walk...it IS sunny and supposed to be 60 deg tomorrow too...

Hope that youre all having a great day friends, members, lurkers, trolls, and sock puppets alike!!!!

Mr. Enduronman....:) :) :)

[Dahila]

Training, and training,....for barking,,hm I had compulsive barker for over 12 years, lab 110 pounds. get the empty spray bottle put some water in it, every time puppy barks (except for alarming you when someone at the door) spray his head
then go do you thing , say nothing just let him connect the dots; barking-spraying the head, they hate it. Later on you just make the gesture like spraying and he will shot up:))) easy
I baked 3 loafs of sourdough bread, and two of white artisan bread are in the oven, that's a good thing, ;)


DO YOU LIKE MY avatar Eman?

[Enduronman]

For that advice, and thank you for putting something good in here too..
I LOVE your new avatar!!!!! LMAO!!!...
I can't stop laughing at it!!!!
It's hard to take your posts seriously now too!!!!
No wonder Frankie said my avatar was a distraction because its a dead dude so it looks like I'm not enthused!!!!

Have a good day dear!!

Enduronman... :D

[needtogetwell]

Training, and training,....for barking,,hm I had compulsive barker for over 12 years, lab 110 pounds. get the empty spray bottle put some water in it, every time puppy barks (except for alarming you when someone at the door) spray his head then go do you thing , say nothing just let him connect the dots; barking-spraying the head, they hate it. Later on you just make the gesture like spraying and he will shot up:))) easy I baked 3 loafs of sourdough bread, and two of white artisan bread are in the oven, that's a good thing, ;) DO YOU LIKE MY avatar Eman?

Thanks for the puppy training tip! Going to use it!

[Dahila]

needtogetwell anytime, I was training the dogs for years, even retraining them. Tough job the last one, but very satisfying for a dog lover. 30 years of breeding (even in Canada) and showing and judging dogs gave me a lot of tricks and tips. My biggest passion are canine
Eman if you have problem with the doggie I will come and steal it:)) Love that kind of dogs

When he starts jumping on people I have an easy trick too:)

[Dahila]

Zola is a Jack Russel terrier and it takes like 6 years to teach them not to bite :)))
With eman pup is different story they are not easily excited like Zola:)) They are calm dogs and they do not attack without the reason. Eman do not see it like that because pup is a pup
Needs time to develop. Duro is like 2 years old child, interested in everything...

I was breeding german boxers and they are not barkers, but when I got my lab, she was driving me crazy......nothing worked when she heard that I am peeling an egg. I always gave my dog one egg a day:) She was barking like insane dog......no spray helped with the egg