lcdream
10-21-2013, 08:05 PM
I went to my psych after a few weeks of severe anxiety, intrusive doomed thought patterns, insomnia and low (zero) appetite. He prescribed lexapro 10 mg once a day. I am now on day 6 and I think I am having a bad reaction. It feels like a bad acid trip, like I am burning from the inside. My hands shake and I have a feeling like I am out of my body. The anxiety is non-stop 24/7, MUCH worse than before the medication. Like a non-stop panic attack. My gums are bleeding and pale. My eyes are hugely dilated. All of this could be from lack of nutrition too - I haven't had more than 500 calories a day for weeks.
Funny thing - on day 2 and day 4 of starting this Lexapro, I felt ok, almost like I could feel it working. And seemed similar to what I remember feeling when other SSRIs kicked in (I have been on Paxil and Wellburtin, separately, each several years ago). However - the days inbetween - day 3 and now day 6 - have been a living hell, each one worse than the last. I thought I would have to go to the ER today. I feel like I have been poisoned. I want to stop taking it but I am terrified of having even more of a serotonin crash...
Funny thing - on day 2 and day 4 of starting this Lexapro, I felt ok, almost like I could feel it working. And seemed similar to what I remember feeling when other SSRIs kicked in (I have been on Paxil and Wellburtin, separately, each several years ago). However - the days inbetween - day 3 and now day 6 - have been a living hell, each one worse than the last. I thought I would have to go to the ER today. I feel like I have been poisoned. I want to stop taking it but I am terrified of having even more of a serotonin crash...